razzle dazzle rose
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I really need a place like this. Skimming some posts, I can relate so much. This is such a huge forum though. Kinda overwhelming! Seems like a great place though, so I am excited to be here.
So, what brings me here? Horrible loneliness. I don’t want to be too much of a downer (not in my introduction anyway), so I will keep this brief. Never been much of a social person. I always figured things would get better for me in that area somehow. That has not been the case, and instead, things have gotten much worse, to the point where it is unbearable. I know what I need/want, don’t know how to get it. Now I doubt I will ever get relief from this anxiety.
I am in my late twenties, a girl…live in one of the biggest cities in the world, but you guessed it, I have a hard time meeting others…and those I do meet are big flakes. There are several things working against me, such as being unemployed and being car-less. That is what has made this year especially difficult (that, and getting facebook a few months back…what a bummer that was!!!) I have a boyfriend, but he is miles and miles away, and only get to see him a couple times a year; it is typical me to be involved with someone long distance.
Sometimes I feel like I only live when I dream. Sometimes I don’t want to wake up ‘cause of that. I want to forever be in that world. I notice that my anxieties creep into that world too…ha. It is inescapable!
So, hello everyone
So, what brings me here? Horrible loneliness. I don’t want to be too much of a downer (not in my introduction anyway), so I will keep this brief. Never been much of a social person. I always figured things would get better for me in that area somehow. That has not been the case, and instead, things have gotten much worse, to the point where it is unbearable. I know what I need/want, don’t know how to get it. Now I doubt I will ever get relief from this anxiety.
I am in my late twenties, a girl…live in one of the biggest cities in the world, but you guessed it, I have a hard time meeting others…and those I do meet are big flakes. There are several things working against me, such as being unemployed and being car-less. That is what has made this year especially difficult (that, and getting facebook a few months back…what a bummer that was!!!) I have a boyfriend, but he is miles and miles away, and only get to see him a couple times a year; it is typical me to be involved with someone long distance.
Sometimes I feel like I only live when I dream. Sometimes I don’t want to wake up ‘cause of that. I want to forever be in that world. I notice that my anxieties creep into that world too…ha. It is inescapable!
So, hello everyone