JohnnAY
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So I've recently come across a dilemma:
A father of a trusted friend is a well known artist in Beijing. He has offered me room and board if I wanted to come study under his tutelage. This undertaking will last around two years. I don't have the financial means for a four year art institute here in the states (decent art schools in California range around 50k a year); but the only drawback from shadowing him is, unlike a traditional degree, there will be no documentation if I ever look for work afterwards. Art has always been something I thought I was relatively good at, however, it was never something that got me out of bed in the morning.
The second option I'm considering is a complete turnaround from what I've been pursuing up until now. It's been something that's been nagging me for some time. Fitness has always be a part of my life and I do feel like I am at my most happiest when I'm helping others. A degree in physical therapy takes around 6-7 years. I would be starting from square one if I do pursue this.
I guess I'm afraid of failing. If I do accept my friend's offer and it doesn't work out, not only would I have wasted my time and but his time as well. If I start on the path of physical therapy, I would be in my 30's by the time I've completed and there would be no turning back. I enjoy both activities, but which one I want to dedicate the next chapter of my life to is the question.
A father of a trusted friend is a well known artist in Beijing. He has offered me room and board if I wanted to come study under his tutelage. This undertaking will last around two years. I don't have the financial means for a four year art institute here in the states (decent art schools in California range around 50k a year); but the only drawback from shadowing him is, unlike a traditional degree, there will be no documentation if I ever look for work afterwards. Art has always been something I thought I was relatively good at, however, it was never something that got me out of bed in the morning.
The second option I'm considering is a complete turnaround from what I've been pursuing up until now. It's been something that's been nagging me for some time. Fitness has always be a part of my life and I do feel like I am at my most happiest when I'm helping others. A degree in physical therapy takes around 6-7 years. I would be starting from square one if I do pursue this.
I guess I'm afraid of failing. If I do accept my friend's offer and it doesn't work out, not only would I have wasted my time and but his time as well. If I start on the path of physical therapy, I would be in my 30's by the time I've completed and there would be no turning back. I enjoy both activities, but which one I want to dedicate the next chapter of my life to is the question.