Confuseddd
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Im not convinced..
I just spent the last fourty five minutes reading old notes from my ex girlfriend. There were quite a few pages worth of writing.. It brought back emotions and feelings and memorys of times I can't even begin to describe on this post because I would never be able to type it all out. I don't remember why I kept the notes but I had just about forgot what they said when I stumbled upon them in the back of my closet. I don't even know if I love her still after all this time, maybe just what we shared. I plan on burning them next time I have a fire, I sorta wish I hadn't read them. I miss her like crazy, and its not like I can just try again with her. No, I don't see that as an option...
I truely loved that girl, and I thought that she truely loved me back. Some of what was in those notes made me feel like my heart was broken all over again. So is it really better to love and lose? right now im not thinking so..
I just spent the last fourty five minutes reading old notes from my ex girlfriend. There were quite a few pages worth of writing.. It brought back emotions and feelings and memorys of times I can't even begin to describe on this post because I would never be able to type it all out. I don't remember why I kept the notes but I had just about forgot what they said when I stumbled upon them in the back of my closet. I don't even know if I love her still after all this time, maybe just what we shared. I plan on burning them next time I have a fire, I sorta wish I hadn't read them. I miss her like crazy, and its not like I can just try again with her. No, I don't see that as an option...
I truely loved that girl, and I thought that she truely loved me back. Some of what was in those notes made me feel like my heart was broken all over again. So is it really better to love and lose? right now im not thinking so..