honeydippedxo
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if you have children will they end up with sa? is it genetic? or can you "raise" them to have it? Like "mommy doesnt talk to people so i dont either."
^ Well monkey see, monkey do isnt necessarily right.. My dad used to spoil me alot, leave me on my own and make me feel like the world is a heaven thinking he's compensating for what his family deprived him from. He hates being negative or basically tries to infront of me.. He hate to see a family fight break out as it reminds him of the past..
How i was? I was too scared from social contact along with bullying it got worse. I started hating my father when I was a teenager assuming he's a coward like me and that I am like him. I still hate his behavior till now btw. I sometimes wished he beat me more often, I sometimes wish if at least I see some aggression from his side.. He just keeps all this negative energy inside him and never lets it out and it just makes him feel worse..
Maybe he wasnt perfect or right but I thank him with all my heart for trying his best.. When i become a father I will be anything but my father, I will be better than him, more strict and more realistic.. I will teach my kids self reliance and responsibility at a young age..