zav943
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So I go jogging a lot, usually through a park then by the river, and all along that path, their are always couples strolling along, holding hands, sometimes kissing.
A while back, I didn't used to mind that, but it's been weighing very heavily on me lately...like one time I just stopped running and almost fell on me knees in depression.
I've been going on jogs like this for YEARS now, hoping someday to be like some of these people...happy, in love, LOVED! And yet...
I don't know...it's just getting really hard on me these days. Everytime I see a couple having fun I get angry at myself. I know being single isn't WRONG or anything, but I feel so left out, it hurts...even though I keep telling myself: someone will come. I don't know how long I can keep convincing myself of that farce...
A while back, I didn't used to mind that, but it's been weighing very heavily on me lately...like one time I just stopped running and almost fell on me knees in depression.
I've been going on jogs like this for YEARS now, hoping someday to be like some of these people...happy, in love, LOVED! And yet...
I don't know...it's just getting really hard on me these days. Everytime I see a couple having fun I get angry at myself. I know being single isn't WRONG or anything, but I feel so left out, it hurts...even though I keep telling myself: someone will come. I don't know how long I can keep convincing myself of that farce...