How are you feeling?

MikeyC

MikeyC

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outsideroftheoutsiders said:
I don't even know... no energy for life... bored/empty/down
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That sucks. I get that way, too, and it's awful. Hope you can get through it.

Piece_By_Piece said:
Blue. That pretty much sums it up. Though I don't really know why I'm feeling like this.
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I'm sorry. ::(: When you don't know why, you don't know how to alleviate it.

Invisibleman said:
We have to go through and completely write about our entire lives from when we were born until now. Im just pissed because I dont want to go back and relive my horrible life, its going to cause me so much pain.Its organized into chapters and I almost started crying at the first one, it has to be about who you are and what has made you what you are today. I dont know if I want to make up the entire thing to make it all happy or tell the truth of having such demons even at a young age. If I tell the truth its going to suck because my english teacher is also the school therapist so I know il be called to her office.
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Crap, that sounds awful. Maybe you can fudge the details a little bit? That way it's not a sad story but it still sounds real.

I remember having to do a speech in front of the class about our lives when I was at school. I wasn't as bad back then but I think that if I had to do that now I would absolutely hate it. I think I focused on the good, so maybe you can do the same.
 
Invisibleman

Invisibleman

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There we go,I was happy for a few days and now its back to square one like it always is. I f**king hate myself, I want to kill myself. Im tired of this sh*t,I dont know how much longer I can keep taking one step forward and 7 steps back. I cant stop crying. Im so f**king worthless,this is rock bottom.
 
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MikeyC

MikeyC

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Well, I was feeling pretty good. Then I had lunch with two friends and I couldn't contribute anything to the conversation so now I feel terrible. ::(:
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

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Wasted. Last 9 hours been in a 1 and a half foot dark crawl space insulating fibre glass material under a house....
I am dirty and tired.

oh and naturally I am not fitting in.
 
WeirdyMcGee

WeirdyMcGee

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KiaKaha said:
Surprisingly - I am not. Its certainly not comfortable, but the small spaces doesnt freak me out.
The fact that my collegues arent remotely interested in interacting with me does though.
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You've only been there a day, right?
Just work hard!
You're doing a good job, Kia!
 
dottie

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work has been much better the past week because my supervisor has not been mean... i don't know why but she has eased up on me. i hope this lasts. really. it's so much better when she isn't condescending and hateful. i almost like her... but i can't forget how she has treated me, so i know better than to fall for that. anyway, like i said, i hope this lasts.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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KiaKaha said:
Surprisingly - I am not. Its certainly not comfortable, but the small spaces doesnt freak me out.
The fact that my collegues arent remotely interested in interacting with me does though.
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I couldn't do it due to claustrophobia but I'm glad you're having a good time with it. You'll just get easier and easier at that, too.

Don't stress about your co-workers. Eventually you will warm to them and they will warm to you and it'll all be okay. :)

dottie said:
work has been much better the past week because my supervisor has not been mean... i don't know why but she has eased up on me. i hope this lasts. really. it's so much better when she isn't condescending and hateful. i almost like her... but i can't forget how she has treated me, so i know better than to fall for that. anyway, like i said, i hope this lasts.
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Yeah, you can never forget the torment. Take advantage of her niceness for now. :)
 
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