How are you feeling?
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MrJones
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Ugly as hell... my sister just said I look scary in the last pic I posted here (she saw it somewhere else) :
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Again, everyone outside this chat seems to see me differently, for some reason. I've been always seeing the same in me and how I look, but it felt nice to know others said something different, even if it wasn't true.
Well, back to reality.
:Again, everyone outside this chat seems to see me differently, for some reason. I've been always seeing the same in me and how I look, but it felt nice to know others said something different, even if it wasn't true.
Well, back to reality.
MikeyC
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^ You're a handsome guy, Jones. Makes no sense.
I had a massive day, capped off with the jazz and blues festival. It was alright but there were times it was a little awkward chatting. Also my friend told me I'm by far the poorest friend he has. Not really nice but it is the truth, I suppose. Overall I didn't mind it. I got to briefly chat with my ex-neighbour who lives in Melbourne now, so that was good. Several cute girls offered up eye-candy for me, too. It was okay, but I'm now exhausted from being around people all day.
I had a massive day, capped off with the jazz and blues festival. It was alright but there were times it was a little awkward chatting. Also my friend told me I'm by far the poorest friend he has. Not really nice but it is the truth, I suppose. Overall I didn't mind it. I got to briefly chat with my ex-neighbour who lives in Melbourne now, so that was good. Several cute girls offered up eye-candy for me, too. It was okay, but I'm now exhausted from being around people all day.
I don't think it would be normal for someone's sister to tell them they're hot. I don't have a sister though. Just theorizing.Ugly as hell... my sister just said I look scary in the last pic I posted here (she saw it somewhere else) :
Again, everyone outside this chat seems to see me differently, for some reason. I've been always seeing the same in me and how I look, but it felt nice to know others said something different, even if it wasn't true.
Well, back to reality.
Kiwong
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I've created a life within a life for myself. In that life I've been happy, I've felt inspired, I've felt like I have some value.
Compared to that inspiring part of my life, the rest of my existence feels like a nightmare, a kind of purgatory I don't even feel apart of.
I fear I will soon lose that life within a life and slip back into my whole life becoming one big dark nightmare again.
Compared to that inspiring part of my life, the rest of my existence feels like a nightmare, a kind of purgatory I don't even feel apart of.
I fear I will soon lose that life within a life and slip back into my whole life becoming one big dark nightmare again.
I feel alright, just went shopping with mom. I bought some kitchen stuff, bamboo as decoration and some drinks. I'm looking forward for a long night behind the computer
I feel alright, just went shopping with mom. I bought some kitchen stuff, bamboo as decoration and some drinks. I'm looking forward for a long night behind the computer
Did you get any noodles?
I'm feeling a weird calmness I've never experienced before. Maybe it's defeat or resignation. Whatever it is, it's keeping me from worrying about starting work on Monday. It's better than the blind panic I was feeling earlier this week, so I guess I'll take it.
lilmutegirl
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I'm feeling very anxious. I have to pick my son up from my ex in 15 minutes and I always dread this. I'm also very tired...
this_portrait
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Starting to feel tired again, and my feet hurt from running around the entire city yesterday.
Phoenixx
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Frustrated. I'm hurting enough physically this week, and already in a cruddy mood, I don't need to be hurting emotionally either.
Why am I letting her get to me? What does she know anyway? Just because she's 12 years older than me does not make her any better or smarter, even if she likes to think so. I know better than this. I'm not a child, and she needs to stop treating me like one. She's so stuck on herself it makes me sick.
I'm hurting enough physically this week, and already in a cruddy mood, I don't need to be hurting emotionally either.Why am I letting her get to me? What does she know anyway? Just because she's 12 years older than me does not make her any better or smarter, even if she likes to think so. I know better than this. I'm not a child, and she needs to stop treating me like one. She's so stuck on herself it makes me sick.
028ellie81
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Feeling a little worried about finding a new job as I have just been made redundant midweek. It is the thought of meeting new people again and whether or not I will fit in with the rest of my co-workers. Trying to keep positive about new opportunities but is difficult
MikeyC
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I was wondering what that had to do with her post. Took me a minute to realise the username. D'oh.Did you get any noodles?
Oh, that sucks a lot. Marriage breakdowns are hard on everybody, especially the child caught in the centre of it all. I know it's not easy for you, too. You're certainly not the only one in this bad situation.
Can you tell her this? Don't let yourself be a doormat.Frustrated.
Why am I letting her get to me? What does she know anyway? Just because she's 12 years older than me does not make her any better or smarter, even if she likes to think so. I know better than this. I'm not a child, and she needs to stop treating me like one. She's so stuck on herself it makes me sick.
Sorry you were made redundant. :
: The job market is really bad but hopefully you can find something. Wondering whether or not you will fit in with co-workers is something you should worry about later. Good luck; it's volatile out there.---------------
Well, later today I will be meeting a friend of mine for lunch. I have to wake him up because he said he will absolutely not be awake when I get to his place. He's been depressed really badly for a long time and is sending me messages at 4am telling me how he wants to just end it, so I am keen to talk to him about it all and hopefully there'll be some kind of breakthrough. I don't think it'll be a great lunch, but hopefully a beneficial one, more so for him than me.
Phoenixx
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^ By that you mean sit down and actually talk to her about it? No, she's quite arrogant. Thinks she's so smart and always looks/talks down to me. There's no way she's going to take me seriously. We're in for a pretty bad argument soon I think. I've been biting my tongue, but I don't think I'm going to hold back much anymore. Might as well speak my mind and let her have it.
^ Hope you're able to get through to your friend. Is he seeking any other help at all? Sounds like he could really benefit from it.
MikeyC
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There's only so long you can bite your tongue and if it comes to having an argument, then that's just the end result of you being the butt of her condescending ways. You can't take that forever.
He was seeing a therapist, but stopped going in October. I have suggested getting back in touch with her and he agrees, so I would like to think he's going to do that if he hasn't done so already. I will talk to him today and see where his head is, though.
this_portrait
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I feel lonely, but that's not terribly surprising. Loneliness is a common feeling for me.
DeadmanWalking
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Is there someone you can go hang out with? I mean, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here, but I'm pretty sure that you want someone physical beside you. I hope you feel better.
this_portrait
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Nope, I don't have anyone to hang out with. Seems like everyone is too busy to give me the time of day, so I'm stuck sitting in my apartment hiding from the world. Doesn't help that everyone I text seems to ignore me. It's times like these when I'm really glad this place exists.
SilentBird
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Invisibleman
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Yeah I know how you feel. Its spring break for me and I honestly dont like it, I wish I were at school. I just cant take being so alone while everybody else is having the time of their lives and im not invited. I thought I had friends but I guess not.