How are you feeling?

[MikeyC]

Meh, I feel kinda depressed :/

Hopeless about ever being close and comfortable to another person. I'm having a hard time imaging a future that involves me being open and myself with my defenses, especially relationship things (eg kissing, other things), because I know it's not something I could practice first, and letting myself be so vulnerable and trusting of another person feels impossible to me. It just saddens me to think about, and listening to so much CM probably isn't helping either.

I was feeling pretty good, but now anxiety is slowly creeping up on me.

Tuesday is 3 days away, stop worrying about it! It won't be that bad!

The worst i've felt in a very, very long time ::

I feel a little sad and I don't know why. Maybe it is because I miss my family and kitties.

Hugs and love for all of you. ::

 

[AsTimeBurns]

I'm not happy in my job, nor where I live, nor with life in general.

I think what I am going to do is work for the next 4 months or so, save up a few more thousand £, and try and find a Masters degree course in Europe somewhere. I think I need a few years away from everything, because I just feel like I'm in a rut I can't get out of here.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm not happy in my job, nor where I live, nor with life in general.

I think what I am going to do is work for the next 4 months or so, save up a few more thousand £, and try and find a Masters degree course in Europe somewhere. I think I need a few years away from everything, because I just feel like I'm in a rut I can't get out of here.

That's a very big decision, mate, but sometimes we need to do something drastic otherwise we won't proceed. I hope for the best for you!

 

[LittleKitty]

I feel so useless, I hate fevers...

 

[jonas89]

I feel so useless, I hate fevers...

I hope you get well soon, no one is useless because of cold/fever

 

[Shyangel]

I feel so useless, I hate fevers...

I'm sorry about that. sickness sucks. I've been sick for almost 2 weeks and i swear I'm gonna shoot myself if this goes much longer!! lol
I hope you feel better soon.

 

[superfluouslyme]

About an hour ago, I wanted to cry and scream and beat the crap out of something. I feel a tad bit better now. I may have to strangle my sister before the weekend is over, though.

 

[Phoenixx]

Sleepy, and a little sad that I kinda feel like I wasted my Saturday. Meh, oh well. At least I know what I want to do for my next art project.

Anyway, I'm going to bed. Good night, SPW.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

About an hour ago, I wanted to cry and scream and beat the crap out of something. I feel a tad bit better now. I may have to strangle my sister before the weekend is over, though.

What's wrong superflouslyme? What happened to make you feel like that?

 

[lonely_drummer]

Sleepy, and a little sad that I kinda feel like I wasted my Saturday. Meh, oh well. At least I know what I want to do for my next art project.

Anyway, I'm going to bed. Good night, SPW.

Guten Nacht!!!!

 

[superfluouslyme]

What's wrong superflouslyme? What happened to make you feel like that?

I feel like she whines about her life a lot and never bothers to ask the rest of us how we are. Yeah, I know I don't have a job or a life or anything like that, but the gesture would be nice. And when I try and help her out, I get yelled at, even if I give her the honest truth or tell her what she wants to hear.

 

[MikeyC]

I feel like she whines about her life a lot and never bothers to ask the rest of us how we are. Yeah, I know I don't have a job or a life or anything like that, but the gesture would be nice. And when I try and help her out, I get yelled at, even if I give her the honest truth or tell her what she wants to hear.

Is she a teenager? Not trying to defend her, but she may be going through some wild hormonal times herself, and she doesn't realise what she's doing. Cold comfort for you, though.

 

[KiaKaha]

I feel like she whines about her life a lot and never bothers to ask the rest of us how we are. Yeah, I know I don't have a job or a life or anything like that, but the gesture would be nice. And when I try and help her out, I get yelled at, even if I give her the honest truth or tell her what she wants to hear.

Some people are just so wrapped up in their own world that they cant see anything objectively outside of themselves - and anything you do just makes it worse.

Uh... I am kinda bad at this stuff...sorry if totally misunderstood how you are feeling and/or the context.. but I really am sorry you are feeling upset. I hope you feel better... you are too nice of a person to be brought down.

 

[superfluouslyme]

Is she a teenager? Not trying to defend her, but she may be going through some wild hormonal times herself, and she doesn't realise what she's doing. Cold comfort for you, though.

No. She's 23. She's just very single minded sometimes. We all get that way, but when she does it, it's to the n-th degree. Or at least it seems it to me.

Some people are just so wrapped up in their own world that they cant see anything objectively outside of themselves - and anything you do just makes it worse.

Uh... I am kinda bad at this stuff...sorry if totally misunderstood how you are feeling and/or the context.. but I really am sorry you are feeling upset. I hope you feel better... you are too nice of a person to be brought down.

I'm feeling better. Thanks.

 

[MikeyC]

No. She's 23. She's just very single minded sometimes. We all get that way, but when she does it, it's to the n-th degree. Or at least it seems it to me.

Ah, okay. Well, I guess stay away. Provoking it would probably make it worse for everyone. Or you could hit her on the head with a book. Either works!

 

[KiaKaha]

Starting from tomorrow I probably wont be on here as much - I have some other things on and I find the paranoia and anxiety of posting often outweighs the benefits - I know it sounds silly - but I feel very foolish everytime I say something on the forum - I feel more like a nuisence, and I have an underlying feeling people just want me to leave.

I am not going to leave though.... just severely limit the time spent here. I still need the site... I have nothing else to support me.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Yeah... I pretty much suck.

So unsure of myself I can barely stand it.

I leave a bad taste in your mouth - like an infection that must be cleansed.

Sorry.. dont mind me.

^^
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Im very blah

 

[Invisibleman]

I was feeling ok but now I just feel strange. Its not sad but its not happy its just an in between meh

 

[lonely_drummer]

I was feeling ok but now I just feel strange. Its not sad but its not happy its just an in between meh

that is spot on, exactly how I feel!!! I can't describe it just weird

 

[DeadmanWalking]

I feel like she whines about her life a lot and never bothers to ask the rest of us how we are. Yeah, I know I don't have a job or a life or anything like that, but the gesture would be nice. And when I try and help her out, I get yelled at, even if I give her the honest truth or tell her what she wants to hear.

I'm sorry that it took so long to answer.

Have you sat her down and talked about it? Talk to her about how you feel and then go from there. Worst case scenario, you might have to begin avoiding her so she doesn't wreck your mood. You really are a nice person superflouslyme. I want you to be happy and to smile.