How are you feeling?
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KiaKaha
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So... today I had my first day at university. The first thing I noticed... that I am the only male... the rest of my class mates are 17,18 and 19 year old girls. It wouldnt of been so bad if some of them were a bit older... but I guess I cant complain...depending on how you look at it...
I am already terrified.
I am already terrified.
MikeyC
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That would be awesome as well as terrifying. I hope it gets less intense once you settle in.
KiaKaha
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There was a woman in her 30's there that I connected with quite well... until she realized she was in the wrong class. - Its a little bit disapointing that everyone is so young... not that I am ageist or anything.. it just would of been nicer to have people from my generation to relate to.
Ahh I will stop moaning.. it should be good.
MikeyC
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That sucks she was in the wrong class, but I'm sure there'll be another girl you can connect with. I hope so, for your sake. Keep us updated on that, dude.
Can I join you? Sleeping the days away sounds marvelous right now.
Invisibleman
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wish I could stop crying like a little b*tch.Ive made myself feel sick.
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What's the matter? There's nothing wrong with having a cry.
I cooked dinner tonight and had about 5 different panic attacks. I didn't know what I was doing and no one else was home, so I just made it up. It turned out pretty good. But I'm left feeling a little vexed. At the time, I felt like I was running a marathon. My alarm clock didn't go off this morning either, so I slept until noon and didn't get to get out of the house like I had wanted to. Tomorrow I am going into town and no one can stop me!
Phoenixx
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A little sad and nervous. My first digital art project is due next Thursday and I haven't even started on it yet. I have my stock images I need, but I'm not sure how well they're going to work with one another. I want/need to manipulate both my stock images in order for my idea to work, yet I hardly know my way around photoshop. I'm still learning, and I think I'll pick up on it fast, but all I can think is, "What if my idea doesn't work?" Then I'm stuck. I don't have a backup plan and I can't think of any other ideas.
My teacher is really good and doesn't expect anyone to be masters, but the perfectionist in me says that I need to and I'll just disappoint him if I don't create something good enough.
My teacher is really good and doesn't expect anyone to be masters, but the perfectionist in me says that I need to and I'll just disappoint him if I don't create something good enough.
What is it that you have to do? I know my way around PS pretty well if you need help.
Srijita52
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^I'm also like this but like you said you're still learning and making mistakes is a big part of that. You can only try your best and I'm sure it'll turn out great. Good luck
Sometimes its good to cry and let all your emotions out. Hope you feel better ^_^
Good luck ShyKiwi! And keep us updated
Phoenixx
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^ My first project is to create a fairytale character, using stock images. I already don't really care for this project, as I was never a fairytale person, even as a kid. Anyway, I'm doing Rapunzel, because that's the only thing that really inspired me since I recently watched Tangled.
:: I thought about doing Alice in Wonderland, but that would be way too ambitious for me at this point in time. Maybe later I'll pursue it, when I'm better with Photoshop.Thanks for the offer. I have class tomorrow, so I can play and experiment more. (And I get my free copy of Photoshop. Shh, don't tell anyone.
) I'll be working on my project this weekend too, so if I have any questions, I'm sure I'll be running back to you. 
Aletheia
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Srijita52
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Well, I don't know you personally but I will have to say that your realization is wrong, you are not pathetic.
I still want to find the place I belong (if there is any or people really belong somewhere), and I hope you find one were you're happy
^Thank you both and sorry for replying so late. I know I'm little pathetic but its okay. Hope both of you are doing well
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DeadmanWalking
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Why are you disappointed in yourself?
DeadmanWalking
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Well, you've learned from this, right? Now, let's work on making this better. Start off by picking up your material and studying like never before. Find out what you need help in and see your teacher or a tutor immediately because time's running out. You can either study which is most important and go from there or study what you don't understand the most and go up. Worse comes to worst, you might have to make some sacrifices.
If you've wronged someone you care about, then apologize and ask for their forgiveness. Explain to them why you did what you did and they should forgive you. Promise yourself to never let this happen again, okay?
lonely_drummer
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feeling good and exhausted. Just got back from a great hockey session, how could hockey ever go wrong, its the greatest sport ever!! Oh yeah, it goes wrong when you get blindsided and go flying into the boards and slightly shifting two of your vertebrae out of line forcing you to quit hockey all together, leaving you wearing a halo from ages 12-13. Hmmm I guess it has its bad sides. On that note, I personally don't like him but poor Sidney Crosby. No matter who it is, I will admit he is an amazing hockey player and its really too bad what he's gone through this past year, I sure hope he returns eventually. He's too young and too good to be done, he's my age!!!!!
Invisibleman
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Im doubting il ever get better.
Shyangel
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I'm sorry about all that, Merel. I'm sure things will get better soon, you just got to wait it out. I know how you feel about the whole neglecting the people you love thing, that's sadly something I do all the time and is one of the reason I'm not fond of myself. Just go up to them and try and make up for it, I'm sure things will get better.
Best wishes.