THeCARS1979
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disgusted sometimes, annoyed, tired, sometimes think that things wont get better.
Steve
Steve
How are you feeling?
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theslowesthand
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Suffering moderate depression :
:. And have NO IDEA what the exact cause of it is, nor the ROOT cause, its just "come out of the blue" really .. & of course no idea how to rid it. Even with ample sleep & rest this one just don't wanna go away. But should be over & done with in a few more days, as thats how it works with me.
:. And have NO IDEA what the exact cause of it is, nor the ROOT cause, its just "come out of the blue" really .. & of course no idea how to rid it. Even with ample sleep & rest this one just don't wanna go away. But should be over & done with in a few more days, as thats how it works with me.
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I hope you guys feel better soon. Being in that depressive state is awful.
MikeyC
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Wow, it's like you took a page from my book. Just sudden depression with no origin. Get better soon, my friend.Suffering moderate depression :
theslowesthand
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Thanks....
alwaysrunning
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i am a pathetic loser with no feelings. who am i kidding? i am just as shallow as the people i claim to hate because they are so seemingly shallow. why do i even care? its not like i can afford to care about looks considering the way i look myself, and nonetheless i do. i am such a fake.
Srijita52
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^You're not a pathetic loser. Please don't call yourself so. All of us care about looks to some extent, it doesn't make anyone shallow. Its okay, also shallow itself seems like a relative word to me. I guess all of us are considered shallow at times.
Sorry to hear that. Things can get better, it might just take some time though. Hope you feel better
Sorry to hear that. Things can get better, it might just take some time though. Hope you feel better
Relieved partly because of finding people that are similar to me... but scared also because that doesnt change the fact that when I step outside into the real world my problems are still real and their preventing me from making real connections with people. Relationships seem to be a real problem for us lot dont they... do you really believe theres someone out there for everyone? I no its improbable that I'll never meet anyone again that I feel that way about, but after however many years, it does seem slightly more possible.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'm feeling a wee bit better, but there's no been much improvement over the last few days. I still need to work things out. I'm conflicted about making that appointment to get therapy because I'm scared.
jonas89
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That's great man, that you are feeling better, Im sure you'll manage to work your stuff out and find the courage to make the call for that appointment, just don't drag it for too long it'll just get harder that way.
Phoenixx
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^ Welcome to the site!
lilmutegirl
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I feel trapped. The good news is I have a job. The bad news is, I have to pay for childcare (only on occasion, as I have people who will graciuosly watch my kid for free most of the time--but over the past month and through the next couple of weeks I will have to pay) which costs more than I make. I only have about $10 in the bank, and will have to pay at least $45 this week for childcare (for one day). I don't get paid till next Friday. Before I found out that I'd have to take my son to day care, I thought I'd be fine till next Friday as long as I didn't have to pay for anything before then. I was hoping to get caught up on my bills in February, so I wouldn't feel like as much of a loser, but I guess my next check will go to childcare and the overdraft fees I'm going to have to pay. What really sucks is that's what happened with my last check...
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I know. I guess I'm just scared of my family's reaction - if I tell them - more than anything else. Especially my mother's reaction. She hasn't really been understanding in the past when I mention getting therapy. So, I don't know how to bring up this topic without fear of my mum overreacting. But I shouldn't keep this sort of stuff to myself.
pop-princess
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Feeling really moody and empty. One comment from a person is stuck in my head and has made me lose all confidence. I can't take negative comments. I've cried a lot today and didn't go to school so feeling quite useless for that too.
Also still feeling ashamed for everything I did this past weekend.
Also still feeling ashamed for everything I did this past weekend.
jonas89
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Yeah you have to do what's right for you, I know what you mean about family reaction, it's not that they overreact it's more I have always find uncomfortable to let them know completely if there is a problem like I feel ashamed for it in a way. But I ignored it what ever they were going to say and it fills you with some sort of pride by doing that, it's not good letting people always stay in our way even tho they're closest friends or family, no one knows what is best for us for except yourself. All the best of luck to you what ever you do man
Don't let that bring you down, you're much stronger than that, Im sure of that just try to learn from it what ever the reason is and used it later on in life to make you stronger. just keep yourself busy and don't let those negative words come to you, I know it can be hard but you'll get there eventually.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Yeah you have to do what's right for you, I know what you mean about family reaction, it's not that they overreact it's more I have always find uncomfortable to let them know completely if there is a problem like I feel ashamed for it in a way. But I ignored it what ever they were going to say and it fills you with some sort of pride by doing that, it's not good letting people always stay in our way even tho they're closest friends or family, no one knows what is best for us for except yourself. All the best of luck to you what ever you do man
Thanks. I'm the same, in the feeling ashamed of my struggle with depression. Even though, I shouldn't. Just tried explaining to my mother I need help a moment ago, and, judging my her reaction, she's wasn't in the least bit interested in what I was saying. But then again she never been one to talk about problem. Everytime I try to, she avoids the situation by ignoring me or changing the subject.
Right now, I'm seeing what other options are available - my mum suggested antidepressants but I'm not 100% sure.
