How are you feeling?

MsBuzzkillington

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just weighed myself after coming back to school from my month long break at my parents home for the holidays. I should not have done that, or to be honest, i should not have pigged out so much and stopped exercising. I gained ten pounds in like 24 days!!!!! who does that i feel like a fat disgusting failure ::(:

Don't let it stress you out! Weight is a really funny thing and scales aren't really accurate. You didn't gain 10 solid pounds of fat, it is most likely lots of water weight. It was probably only really 2-3 pounds which is normal, weight fluctuates too. Definitely don't rely on the scale.
 

this_portrait

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Ah, very nice. You'd have the softest hands in America right now. I would say you should stop biting your skin, but that's easier said than done and we all have our weird habits. :)

I actually started using the stuff as a way to quit my habit, because I don't feel the need to bite them as much when they feel soft. It's only when they feel rough and dry that I start chewing the skin off of them.
 

MikeyC

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Ah yes, your odour is real! ;)
Well, I walked right into that one, didn't I? ::p:

she wants to entertain at home. I dont like these people. I dont want them in my space. but its her space as well. I have no right to say no, so I will grin and bear it for a couple of hours (I'll get half pissed, thats how I usually deal with them). I hate myself for feeling like a weirdo about things like this. I'm angry and sad at the same time
Can you go out for a couple of hours while she entertains? That way you can go do something fun and you don't have to deal with the people you dislike.
 

MikeyC

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I actually started using the stuff as a way to quit my habit, because I don't feel the need to bite them as much when they feel soft. It's only when they feel rough and dry that I start chewing the skin off of them.
Ah, okay. Well, looks like you'll need lots more of that vitamin C stuff. :) Although it's good you don't bite them as much anymore.
 

MikeyC

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No, that would be "socially unacceptable", I can deal with it when it happens, I just need to spit out the venom about it for now (mind you, I have done that in the past when it didnt matter, lol)

The truth is, these things are worse in my mind than they are in reality, so it does me good (in a caster oil way) to go through with it. I think I hate my automatic reaction to it all more than anything, I feel defective
Yeah, I guess when you think of a situation it's a default thought to think the worst first. Maybe you'll have fun. I hope you do! :)
 

Srijita52

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No, that would be "socially unacceptable", I can deal with it when it happens, I just need to spit out the venom about it for now (mind you, I have done that in the past when it didnt matter, lol)
^I guess sometimes you have to deal with stuff you don't really like simply cos they need to be done for the sake of being 'social'. Good luck!
Yeah, I guess when you think of a situation it's a default thought to think the worst first. Maybe you'll have fun. I hope you do! :)
^This, but sometimes it turns out not too bad. I hope you have fun too!
 

twiggle

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I've felt quite panicked today, and am not entirely sure what triggered it. Things have been good for me recently and so I'm starting to feel that a bad phase must be overdue. Such a negative way of thinking, I know.
Bit of sea air over the weekend should do me some good and I really can't wait to shift this cold and get back into my routine.
 

coyote

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she wants to entertain at home. I dont like these people. I dont want them in my space. but its her space as well. I have no right to say no, so I will grin and bear it for a couple of hours (I'll get half pissed, thats how I usually deal with them). I hate myself for feeling like a weirdo about things like this. I'm angry and sad at the same time

wear a silly hat, or bunny slippers

something to assert/define your space as your own

viva la resistance!
 

SilverSky

Active member
Feeling better after working out and showering but had one of those nights where I have nightmares non stop. Every time I woke up from one, I'd fall asleep and have more :-/ so I feel exhausted as if I haven't gotten any sleep. Hoping that tonight is much different! Hope you all have a great day <3
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
New Year - same old family bulls*%t! Some things never change. Won't elaborate on that. Other than to say my family is as dysfunctional as ever. And... I hate them (with very few exceptions). There, I said it. But that's nothing new. I'm finding it kinda hard to be positive when everything around me so utterly crap. ::(:

Well, mini rant over. I'm going to watch a few episodes of my new favourite American sitcom, Community. At least that'll make me smile and take my mind off things for a few hours.
 

Phoenixx

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A bit like a failure. I was feeling fine this morning, then I had to go out. I think I'll just shut myself in for a while.
 
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