Aww, Marie. Have you looked up or read any dog training material? Maybe you can go to the pet store where you bought it and get some help in raising it. *warm, fuzzy hugs* I hope that this gets easier or maybe your boyfriend can raise him instead.
Whatever it is, just keep reminding yourself everyone makes mistakes, please don't be so hard on yourself. ((Hugs))
Thanks guys. I just didn't think I would react so adversely to having a dog in my house. I really don't like it. We're working on a compromise.