How are you feeling?

twiggle

twiggle

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superfluouslyme said:
No. We had one last year around this time. It's been really, really windy the past couple of days and I've been afraid we might have another, but thankfully not.
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Glad to hear that all has been okay so far :)

I'm feeling... hmm. A little run-down. Think the over indulgence of junk food and alcohol over the holidays has finally caught up with me. Throat hurts and no energy. And now the fun is over, everything quietens down again.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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twiggle said:
I'm feeling... hmm. A little run-down. Think the over indulgence of junk food and alcohol over the holidays has finally caught up with me. Throat hurts and no energy. And now the fun is over, everything quietens down again.
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An unhealthy amount of indulgence will do that. Time to replenish your body! (As should I.)
 
vj288

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
I went to a friends house with a friend last night, people I'm pretty comfortable around. It went alright overall. For a while he had some people we used to work with plus one over, and they all used some not so legal drugs, I was really awkward then. I was standing up almost the whole time, walking back and forth, coming in and out of the room, acting real silent and shifty. One guy asked me a few times why I was so uncomfortable./insecure/nervous/paranoid. I didn't mind the question, I was acting extremely off, I just said I'm always like this. I was really trying to not be effected by any second hand smoke too, windows really weren't open.

After they left we were alone for a little while, and then his girlfriend came over. To my surprise I did better while she was there. I wasn't completely silent as I was with the other guests (excluding my replies to some direct questions), I never talked directly to her but I wasn't afraid to say things in her earshot. Not a breakthrough but at least I didn't stay mute (to the dismay of the mime scouts following me around :rolleyes:)

It was good being around people, better then sitting alone in my room.
 
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Acegame

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^Definitely better than being alone, even if it's only to get used to be around people again. Good start of the new year, keep it up ;)
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

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Tired. I just biked up a 500 meter forest track overlooking my city. Had some lunch and took some pictures....by myself...naturally.
 
Falkor

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ShyKiwi said:
Tired. I just biked up a 500 meter forest track overlooking my city. Had some lunch and took some pictures....by myself...naturally.
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That's lovely. You can show the pictures on SPW. I love forest and Cities. Where were you looking? Since you're a huge traveller. I love your travelling passion, it's really awesome. I'm happy you had some fun.
 
Falkor

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phocas said:
music is healing
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Yeah, a good song is a cure within for an up bright sense of emotion, music really brings me to another world sometimes, it drags me to another level and makes me feel oh so well! I guess that;s why I enjoy music so much. I don't know if other people feel like that though. I feel weird to admit, but music is like bringing me the chills like wow.

Pho, I'm glad it makes you feel better and it is healing you. Music is a true blast.

Any songs you really love, and you wanna share, Phocey? :) We could trade some faves.
 
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Falkor

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Sometimes I feel I'm too good for this world. I always am good to people, and I forget that people can use me for it or even take it with Abuse. I really think I have a huge problem with this. Because I always want to be good and that's who I am, but I guess people are too mean to understand. I guess.::(: Though my new therapist think its the most wonderful thing. She loves me as a person, but I guess not everybody is like her...right

most people are abusive and mean and harsh and I'm so different, it's hard to be so different, but I also am proud of it, but still I need to cover it a little and only be like that to people I know they will take care of it good and I can trust they love it for the sake of love and not to push me in the mud to say it carefully.

I'm really scared that people will again be mean to me or will emotionally break me like they did before. I'm too vulnerable to this world.
 
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MikeyC

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ShyandOkay said:
I'm really scared that people will again be mean to me or will emotionally break me like they did before. I'm too vulnerable to this world.
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I'm actually scared of the same thing. I'm heaps nice and hopefully it won't come back to haunt me. You'll be okay, Shy. :)
 
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Silatuyok

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Horrible. This was a huge mistake. I am so not a dog person. I just wish I had known that little fact a week ago. ::(:::(:::(:
 
DeadmanWalking

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Absolutely_Sweet_Marie said:
Horrible. This was a huge mistake. I am so not a dog person. I just wish I had known that little fact a week ago. ::(:::(:::(:
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Aww, Marie. Have you looked up or read any dog training material? Maybe you can go to the pet store where you bought it and get some help in raising it. *warm, fuzzy hugs* I hope that this gets easier or maybe your boyfriend can raise him instead.
 
Falkor

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MikeyC said:
I'm actually scared of the same thing. I'm heaps nice and hopefully it won't come back to haunt me. You'll be okay, Shy. :)
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Thank you Mike. I'm glad i'm not alone and we will become stronger eventually and will kick the badasses off!!!! You'll be okay too, you will C. ::p:
 
Mehh

Mehh

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Wow, this is a really great thread. Great place to vent.

Right now I'm feeling pretty calm, or at least the most calm than I've felt this week. Glad to have found this site. I'm also feeling kind of lonely [but not as lonely as I was earlier] and trying to counter feelings of rejection.
 
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