How are you feeling?

[MrJones]

Ta
Admin job for a big charity. The sector is quite hard to get into so it's all about experience and making sacrifices.
Plus point of working part-time is I can continue my volunteering.
But I'm still going to have to be stingey with my money hahaha. Maybe a good excuse not to do things sometimes ::

Oh well, maybe you won't have a lot of money but you will have a good job you like in charity and you will still be doing your volunteering. That can make you happy, money is just a bonus
Hope it all goes well
Good luck in your new job!

 

[coyote]

i'm on vacation - yay

no plans

i wish there were someone else sitting beside me on the couch

 

[MrJones]

i'm on vacation - yay

no plans

i wish there were someone else sitting beside me on the couch

Congrats! Now enjoy your vacations!

I'd like if someone was here too...

 

[IcedEarth25]

pretty low tbh, got christmas coming with more social situations, feeling pretty lonely, feeling reclusive since i feel none gives a stuff about me this tme of year, just hope new year brings light to the end of my tunnel.

 

[Rembrandt Broam]

Ta
Admin job for a big charity.

Yay!! Well done, Twig! See, I knew they'd have been crazy to give the job to anyone but you.

The sector is quite hard to get into so it's all about experience and making sacrifices.
Plus point of working part-time is I can continue my volunteering.
But I'm still going to have to be stingey with my money hahaha. Maybe a good excuse not to do things sometimes ::

I'm sure you'll still be better off than you have been though, and it sounds like it's a job you'll really enjoy. And who knows what it might lead to in the future.

 

[this_portrait]

I feel kinda b*tchy. Maybe if I eat some fruit, I'll feel better.

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

Terrible.
I feel like...

... I feel like ****. That's the simplest way to put it and not necessarily inaccurate.

 

[MrJones]

^Hope you feel better soon Weirdy ::

If you want to talk about it you know what to do, I'm always available.

 

[Nala]

Not that good. I did something that always makes me feel awful, yet I still keep doing it. I'm stupid.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Not that good. I did something that always makes me feel awful, yet I still keep doing it. I'm stupid.

I highly doubt you're stupid. There are just things that are highly addictive and, added with an addict-sensitive personality (which I'm not saying you have), makes for double trouble. Now, is this thing something that threatens your or anyone else's life? What's so bad about it?

 

[Fen]

My sadness is so high right now that I'm almost happy

 

[Nala]

I highly doubt you're stupid. There are just things that are highly addictive and, added with an addict-sensitive personality (which I'm not saying you have), makes for double trouble. Now, is this thing something that threatens your or anyone else's life? What's so bad about it?

Luckily it's nothing dangerous to me or anyone else. I just looked up a certain person's personal webpage, and it always fills me with bitterness and self-loathing, and cripples my self esteem.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

My sadness is so high right now that I'm almost happy

Why are you sad Fen?

Luckily it's nothing dangerous to me or anyone else. I just looked up a certain person's personal webpage, and it always fills me with bitterness and self-loathing, and cripples my self esteem.

Well, do you know why you go to their webpage? Why don't you look at something happy to counteract that visit to the webpage? What do you enjoying doing?

 

[Kiwong]

Three more days to holidays. Looking foward to a bit of a break.

A workshop I organised went well and the boss said well done. I was dreading the workshop, sometimes when I am dealing with experts I feel inadequate and that I know so little. However, at times at the workshop I felt like I really am an expert in some ways and made a valuable contribution. I think the project I am working on is quite a pioneering and important one, and it will leave a lasting legacy for an understanding of vegetation in the State I live. To have made something like this happen and to have made a important contribution to it, could be a pretty big life time achievement. To have done that while fighting a mental illness makes it even bigger.

Added to that I am running very well, and finished third in a very tough half marathon. I have a few big races coming up and it looks like I will make the starting line of these all injury free. This time last year I had a bad back injury, so hopefully I will get a chance at redemption in the races I missed.

 

[Fen]

Why are you sad Fen?

Well, do you know why you go to their webpage? Why don't you look at something happy to counteract that visit to the webpage? What do you enjoying doing?

Nothing new... it's just that each day is always the same and I don't know what I'm living for.
I wake up on the morning, go to university, study in the afternoon, eat, sleep over and over again...
Anything seems useless when you have nobody to share things with.

 

[Silatuyok]

Cheeky....

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Nothing new... it's just that each day is always the same and I don't know what I'm living for.
I wake up on the morning, go to university, study in the afternoon, eat, sleep over and over again...
Anything seems useless when you have nobody to share things with.

The answer to the meaning of your existence is one you'll find out when it's nearing it's close (I think). Focus right now on what you need/want to do. You want a friend? Why don't you join a club on campus or talk to one of your classmates?

 

[Phoenixx]

Mixed and a half.
On the plus side, I got a job I had an interview for last week and really wanted! Yay. Downside it it's only a couple of days a week and won't earn me the money I need to move out.
But I'll just value the experience and time out the house I guess.
And just... blah... tiredness can do strange things to me sometimes. Must.keep.busy.and.moving.

^ Congrats! At least it's earning a little bit of pay, better than nothing.

 

[Fen]

The answer to the meaning of your existence is one you'll find out when it's nearing it's close (I think). Focus right now on what you need/want to do. You want a friend? Why don't you join a club on campus or talk to one of your classmates?

Sincerely I don't think life has any kind of meaning... you just have to live your life trying to enjoy it as much as you can. But the problem is this, I think I'm wasting time.
Having friends would help a lot, but it's not that easy, unfortunately... I don't have any confidence in myself. I simply can't talk to others to make friends.
Anyway, likely we wouldn't get along in any case...
Mhm I think it's pretty much difficult to deal with me

 

[MikeyC]

My boss hammered me at work this morning when I was already upset.

9am and the day is already ruined. Thanks for nothing, boss.