How are you feeling?

Insanewoman389

Insanewoman389

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MikeyC said:
I always listen to heavy, abrasive music so that's definitely my audio of choice.


That name sounds familiar but I don't know if I've heard them.
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lol I like it but not all the time its just best for when I'm already feeling down.

They're an acquired taste but they are loud so I think you might like them. At least I think they can be loud lol
 
LadyWench

LadyWench

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DeadmanWalking said:
If you want someone to talk to, then I'm always here and so is everyone else. I'm not sure how much help I'd be, but I'll try my best to help you in whatever way that I can. Please don't loathe yourself though; you haven't done anything that would call for you to be hated.
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Thank you, I really appreciate that. Sometimes just having someone to talk to is helpful, even if it doesn't make it all disappear. It's just nice to know that I'm not alone. I'm glad I found this site and have been able to connect with others that deal with similar issues. Panic attacks are terrible and the fact that I can't stay calm is really bothering me (obviously). I just wish they'd stop.

Sadly, I lack self-worth and all of that good stuff. I tend to blame myself and blah blah blah. I'm throwing a pity party here, heh.

Thanks again.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Insanewoman389 said:
lol I like it but not all the time its just best for when I'm already feeling down.

They're an acquired taste but they are loud so I think you might like them. At least I think they can be loud lol
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Loud doesn't always mean it's good, though. ;) But I may like them.
 
LadyWench

LadyWench

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MikeyC said:
You have Chris to talk to, right? He was up most of the night with you, so that's very nice of him and shows that he cares for you. For a #2 option, there's my inbox and the forums. :)

Don't loathe yourself...there's plenty of people that love you. Chris, for example. :)
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Yes, of course I do. He's sleeping right now, though, and I've already woken him up once. It's past 10:30am here, and he has to work at 2:00pm. So, he isn't getting much sleep, all thanks to me. I know he cares and is there for me, but I end up just hating myself and being a pain in the arse. I just feel guilty, I suppose. He needs his rest. I'll wake him up if I absolutely have to. I can also call my mom if I absolutely have to. But I try to make those the last resorts when they're working or sleeping.

Anyway, thank you so much for your concern and support. I truly love the community here. :)
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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LadyWench said:
Yes, of course I do. He's sleeping right now, though, and I've already woken him up once. It's past 10:30am here, and he has to work at 2:00pm. So, he isn't getting much sleep, all thanks to me. I know he cares and is there for me, but I end up just hating myself and being a pain in the arse. I just feel guilty, I suppose. He needs his rest. I'll wake him up if I absolutely have to. I can also call my mom if I absolutely have to. But I try to make those the last resorts when they're working or sleeping.

Anyway, thank you so much for your concern and support. I truly love the community here. :)
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That's fair enough. Despite your anxiety you still care for him, too, and that's quite selfless of you.

My concern and support is always there if you need it.
 
LadyWench

LadyWench

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Well, thank you. I'm glad you see it that way. I just really wish this would all go away. I don't even know what I'm panicking about. I just woke up that way and haven't been able to get over it since. Usually I can calm down within a reasonable amount of time (especially if I take Klonopin), but that just isn't happening today.

And thanks again, it is much appreciated. The same goes for you, too!
 
MrJones

MrJones

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twiggle said:
All these job rejections are starting to get to me again.
Lots of things are getting to me at the moment.
I hope it's just due to the time of month, but I really haven't felt very good at all the past couple of days.
It's harder having to pretend to everybody else that everything's fine.
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Don't worry twiggle, I'm sure you will find a nice job, just don't give up on searching and try to keep a positive attitude :)

And btw, don't pretend, show your emotions, it's not a bad thing. You'll feel better when you stop hiding yourself.
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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A little lonely actually, and kind of sad, but I'm not totally sure why. I have quite a bit of stuff to do, but not even in the mindset to do any of it.
 
DeadmanWalking

DeadmanWalking

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Phoenixx said:
A little lonely actually, and kind of sad, but I'm not totally sure why. I have quite a bit of stuff to do, but not even in the mindset to do any of it.
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Has anything uncommon happened recently? I say this to everyone, but I'm always here if you need to talk. Being lonely is no fun and sad; I don't like it when my friends are sad. As for your work, try to force yourself into doing it. It may take your mind off of being lonely.
 
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Rembrandt Broam

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twiggle said:
But then along comes my period and it throws everything up and makes me feel like I'm rubbish at absolutely everything and that people don't like me. I begin to wonder if this is the truth afterall, and that the positivity I normally have is all unfounded. Which is the truth? How do I know.
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Well you know that your hormones will be all chaotic right now, and that's bound to affect how you feel, so I think it's safe to say that the feeling of being rubbish is not the truth, and is just the result of your body chemistry. Also, we all know that you're not rubbish and we all like you. :)
 
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Silatuyok

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twiggle said:
I'm usually positive, most days. It doesn't normally take much for me to feel content each day, provided nobody's died I consider it a decent day.
But then along comes my period and it throws everything up and makes me feel like I'm rubbish at absolutely everything and that people don't like me. I begin to wonder if this is the truth afterall, and that the positivity I normally have is all unfounded. Which is the truth? How do I know.
I am confused and don't really feel like I have much in common with the rest of the world. I just want to go and live in a forest.
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Emotions are temporary. Just hang on and it will pass!
 
moon_x

moon_x

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I have to stop living a 'what if' life... I dont have much time left to live. But I know, if you really want something, age wouldnt really restrict you. It does depend how much you want something at the end.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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twiggle said:
I'm usually positive, most days. It doesn't normally take much for me to feel content each day, provided nobody's died I consider it a decent day.
But then along comes my period and it throws everything up and makes me feel like I'm rubbish at absolutely everything and that people don't like me. I begin to wonder if this is the truth afterall, and that the positivity I normally have is all unfounded. Which is the truth? How do I know.
I am confused and don't really feel like I have much in common with the rest of the world. I just want to go and live in a forest.
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I'm not an expert on menstruation, but that is a chaotic time for any woman. Like Sweet Marie has said, it will pass and you'll feel fine again. Hang in there, Twiggle. :)
 
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