Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Hey, please don't kill yourself. I'm sorry about what your mom said, but please don't take it to heart. Nobody wants you to be dead. Maybe therapy could do you some good; at the very least, it will give you a start. Have you done anything for your back, like pain relief cream? I hope that your back and mood get better.
Oh, I have no intention of killing myself. It just irritates me at how inconsiderate my mother is. She like that, sometimes.
And my mum doesn't exactly like the idea of me going to therapy. She thinks it'd be a "stupid, waste of time". Which makes me wonder is it the money side of things and not being able afford it? Or the thought of me blaming her, in part, for my social anxiety and related problems. But I won't go into that now...
With regards to the back ache, yeah I've got pain relief cream. It's not so bad now, had a lie down.