Hey, please don't kill yourself. I'm sorry about what your mom said, but please don't take it to heart. Nobody wants you to be dead. Maybe therapy could do you some good; at the very least, it will give you a start. Have you done anything for your back, like pain relief cream? I hope that your back and mood get better.
Oh, I have no intention of killing myself. It just irritates me at how inconsiderate my mother is. She like that, sometimes.
And my mum doesn't exactly like the idea of me going to therapy. She thinks it'd be a "stupid, waste of time". Which makes me wonder is it the money side of things and not being able afford it? Or the thought of me blaming her, in part, for my social anxiety and related problems. But I won't go into that now...
With regards to the back ache, yeah I've got pain relief cream. It's not so bad now, had a lie down.
Oh, I have no intention of killing myself. It just irritates me at how inconsiderate my mother is. She like that, sometimes.
And my mum doesn't exactly like the idea of me going to therapy. She thinks it'd be a "stupid, waste of time". Which makes me wonder is it the money side of things and not being able afford it? Or the thought of me blaming her, in part, for my social anxiety and related problems. But I won't go into that now...
With regards to the back ache, yeah I've got pain relief cream. It's not so bad now, had a lie down.
Sorry to hear about your mother. I can somewhat relate to you. My mom also acts quite inconsiderate sometimes. Good to know that your back ache is better though.
Not really sure how to feel. Keep my mouth closed and gain nothing, or say something and make a fool of myself. keeping quiet is so much easier though, i wish i could not speak at all. being around people just makes me feel like i need to say something.
Not really sure how to feel. Keep my mouth closed and gain nothing, or say something and make a fool of myself. keeping quiet is so much easier though, i wish i could not speak at all. being around people just makes me feel like i need to say something.
If you need to say something then you definitely should ,don't keep it to yourself it's more healthy to let your feelings out.And from what I've seen on this forum you've never made a fool of yourself.
I was feeling great not too long ago, now I feel tired, dizzy, and have a headache. Still great mood-wise (so far anyway :😛:), but physically.... not so much :🙁:
I wish I had a boyfriend because right now I'm.........
.....feeling romantic, duh. God, people, get your minds out of the gutter! 😀
Hasn't someone propositioned you yet? I'm sure there's someone on here who will be your boyfriend and he's closer than you think;).
Sorry, but, my mind has residence in the gutter. Would you like for it to be homeless? Besides, the gutter has gotten a bad rep; if you know where to go, then the gutter isn't such a bad place:😛: Unfortunately, most people don't know where to go and when to go.
I've changed my mind.
I do feel.
Embarassed, stupid, sad. Like I want to leave and never speak another word. Like I want to be alone. Like I want to disappear.
I've changed my mind.
I do feel.
Embarassed, stupid, sad. Like I want to leave and never speak another word. Like I want to be alone. Like I want to disappear.
Sorry to hear that :🙁:
You could take a break if you want.... but then you have to come back!! 🙂
This wouldn't be the same without you
Hasn't someone propositioned you yet? I'm sure there's someone on here who will be your boyfriend and he's closer than you think;).
On this site? Lol. Ummmm, no.......
I have a friend at college who I think likes me that way. I don't think guys usually show so much interest in getting to talk to you every day (or in my case, every other day) unless they are attracted to you. I may be wrong, but I don't think he's THAT excited for my friendship, haha. He already has plenty of friends so......... yeah.
I hope he doesn't ask me out though, I hate having to reject people, it's so awkward :/ And then I might lose a friend *sigh*
If you need to say something then you definitely should ,don't keep it to yourself it's more healthy to let your feelings out.And from what I've seen on this forum you've never made a fool of yourself.
Thank you gazelle, but no it's what i say in real life that's the problem. i sometimes feel stupid for trying too hard.
I have a friend at college who I think likes me that way. I don't think guys usually show so much interest in getting to talk to you every day (or in my case, every other day) unless they are attracted to you. I may be wrong, but I don't think he's THAT excited for my friendship, haha. He already has plenty of friends so......... yeah.
I hope he doesn't ask me out though, I hate having to reject people, it's so awkward :/ And then I might lose a friend *sigh*
Why do you say you'll reject him? If you just don't have feelings for him, then fine. But if it's about any feelings of inadequacy, then don't feel so. You're a wonderful person who's just as deserving of friendship and a relationship as anyone else.
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