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Falkor

Falkor

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extremely tensed, i'm feeling cold and anxious. I hate feeling cold when I'm in class, im shaking like hell. i feel goosebumps everywhere:( it makes me even more anxious. I feel sick and dizzy and my head is spinning. My legs and arms hurt from being tensed, I feel really stressed and everybody can read it on my face in class. I hate feeling this all time, i really wish I could hide myself somewhere where I can be alone. :(

The problem is , that I get sick from being anxious. I have periods of being sick like 5 times a month.
I threw up like 4 times last month.. it's crazy. Or I faint, I don't know when i'm sick for real anymore..
I'm afraid of being sick so much, that I 'think' that my health is in a bad condition.
I come up with all these thoughts and I think I will die young.
This is a sick thought I know. But I'm constantly in fear.

And the fact is, I still have lunghs problems, It's hard to cycle, I'm out of breath every moment of the day

stupid post i know, i'm just a real hypochonder i guess
 
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Dead_on_Arrival

Dead_on_Arrival

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Like my eyes are sweating but I don't know why. I have no thoughts or images but am stuck with a sadness for which I have no explanation.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Tired. Had sleepless night because of back ache.

Also, when you struggling with depression and suicidal thought the last thing anyone want to hear is a family member sarcastically telling you to "Go ahead and kill yourself". Thanks mum! :mad:::(: So, I'm equally depressed and angry, currently wondering if therapy will be a great help. As my family don't seem to take my problems seriously.
 
DeadmanWalking

DeadmanWalking

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Graeme1988 said:
Tired. Had sleepless night because of back ache.

Also, when you struggling with depression and suicidal thought the last thing anyone want to hear is a family member sarcastically telling you to "Go ahead and kill yourself". Thanks mum! :mad:::(: So, I'm equally depressed and angry, currently wondering if therapy will be a great help. As my family don't seem to take my problems seriously.
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Hey, please don't kill yourself. I'm sorry about what your mom said, but please don't take it to heart. Nobody wants you to be dead. Maybe therapy could do you some good; at the very least, it will give you a start. Have you done anything for your back, like pain relief cream? I hope that your back and mood get better.
 
Dead_on_Arrival

Dead_on_Arrival

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I know how that feels. I couldn't concentrate on my assignment yesterday cos my mind was playing it's normal game of 'screw you and pay attention to me'
 
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