BlueDays
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Peek-a-Boo I found you...........
lol.
I wish some Pease of mind would find me.
How are you feeling?
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lol.
I wish some Pease of mind would find me.
coyote
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BlueDays
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Falkor
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Very Happy, 'cuz I'm going to the psychiatrist today and we'll talk about stopping my medication. The meds are really making me feel like a foggy world and I feel dizzy and really depressed since I took them. Now I have chronic lungs problems because of the medication... I'm so glad I can finally put this stuff away. It destroyed my life, It made me live the cycle of depression beside SA.
And it's true, in America, their was a research going on, that Risperdal caused depression to so many patients...
I can finally talk about it, and stop
Thank god
And it's true, in America, their was a research going on, that Risperdal caused depression to so many patients...
I can finally talk about it, and stop
Thank god
Kathryn.fr
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I'm homeless again!!! =D...wait...
Nanita
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Feel tired, eyes small and itchy, even after 8 hours sleep. WHY?
Tired, sad, ugly, alone.
I got an offer, come away with me, which sounds lovely, but I´m pretty sure that I´m not able to do things I want anymore, because I am everywhere I go, and people are everywhere I go and they talk and talk and become friends with each other. It freaks me out, and I can´t handle more freaking out, I want to be safe and sound.
Tired, sad, ugly, alone.
I got an offer, come away with me, which sounds lovely, but I´m pretty sure that I´m not able to do things I want anymore, because I am everywhere I go, and people are everywhere I go and they talk and talk and become friends with each other. It freaks me out, and I can´t handle more freaking out, I want to be safe and sound.
I'm homeless again!!! =D...wait...
^What....???
Kathryn.fr
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Land lady said I was a disrespectful slob, she was only a tad bit cleaner than myself. Plus it was my room, I'd clean it when I got around to it and I'd been sick. Flu. Came home for my gramma's funeral and didn't check my emails for a few days and see that, I'm out and my bfs getting my stuff ff her front porch. Laaaaame, she said I had bowls and cups in the tv room with cigarette butts, I sure as hell don't smoke though. Lol.
I'm sorry. She seems like a mean land lady lol.
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userremoved
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Mostly dead inside. I know I probably shouldnt be. I just feel like I can never do anything right...
EscapeArtist
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That's wonderful Saskia! Sorry to hear about the bad experience.
EscapeArtist
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I feel very alone these last few days. Like I woke up out of a fog and suddenly realized that I have so little friends and nobody to talk or listen to, or do silly things with
I think I'm getting sick. And I can't sleep. I had a pretty good day today... well, yesterday. I woke up at 6:30am, went for a walk, saw my therapist, turned in a job application in person, and made a few phone calls I had been neglecting. But I still feel like crap. I feel like I'm losing control and I'm only doing all of these things because other people want me to do them.
Falkor
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I know how you feel, it's rare to find a true friendship nowadays:/
Maybe you should go to a meetup? meetup.com is a nice support.
I never been there but i'm thinking about it, i would be nervous though.
You can also talk to me, if you need a friend to talk to ^^
((hugs))
Falkor
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Maybe you should take some rest, It's a lot what you're doing while you are feeling not very well. Listen to your body, eat and drink something healthy and get some sleep and relax today.
Tomorrow you can work on it again, ya might have to free yourself from business. Don't push yourself too hard.
Oh and good job btw, on working so hard... I think it's brave and wonderful. But try to relax, too huh
Vampayah88
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Like complete sh!T. Invisible.Alienated. Today at the faculty when we were finished with the courses and we were about to leave, my 4 collegues and 2 other students/friends were all making plans to meet later for drinks and stuff. Nobody even looked at me or attempted to invite me, I just stood there all awkwardly while they were all "ok so see u there in 2 hours" and then they left in groups while I once again left alone. Last year i wasn't feeling so lonely cause my best friend would always come over and stay with me, but since he started his Master's, he doesn't come to the faculty as often.
I sort of get along just fine with them when we're at school, but outside of it...nobody cares to be around me. They always makes plans to go somewhere and do stuff but they never invite me, and if they ever do, which is a rare occasion, i can sense they don't actually want me to be there or give a fvck about me coming.
I feel like crying now. Nobody likes me.
I sort of get along just fine with them when we're at school, but outside of it...nobody cares to be around me. They always makes plans to go somewhere and do stuff but they never invite me, and if they ever do, which is a rare occasion, i can sense they don't actually want me to be there or give a fvck about me coming.
I feel like crying now. Nobody likes me.
Aw, I'm sorry you feel that way. Those moments really suck. Though, you're by no means an unlikable person, so that'll surely turn around.
..And we need to get you some silly hats, stat! :3
I can so relate to you. My so called friends are just like that. I'm sorry you're feeling bad. Just know that you're a really lovely person and I like you very much.
Vampayah88
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Thanks girl
I talked with my mom about this and she made me feel worse. She was like "I don't get how u always do this, alienate yourself from everyone and make people not like you, you did this during highschool too. There's obviously something wrong with you." And she also said im always hanging with my guy friend/bf whatever instead of hanging out with other people as well, like my class mates. Well who the fvck am I suppose to spend my time with if not my bf when he's the only person that i feel comfortable with and actually likes me? She said I should've invited myself to go with them and be all "oh im coming too". I don't want to do that. why go some place I'm not wanted?