How are you feeling?

_Hope

_Hope

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Beatrice said:
I feel like I was having a great day but something kind of dampened my joy. Shouldn't be the case, but it did, unfortunately. Sucks. Hope I can feel a little bit better.
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I know that feeling, it will pass and then you will be right as rain again. :)

Btw I really like your avatar lol.
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Rembrandt Broam said:
That never works for me. Once I get beyond a certain point of exhaustion, I can't sleep at all, or only for a couple of hours before waking up again.

Hope it works for you though.
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I made it until about 4 pm. I had been driving home and couldn't keep my eyes open. I was out like a light until 9pm. I woke up completely disoriented.

Rembrandt Broam said:
Disconnected.

And lonely.

Which is strange, because I never feel lonely. :confused:
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Oh no. I hope you start feeling better soon, Broamy. Can I call you Broamy? :)

Deus_Ex_Lemur said:
I feel good. Slowly but surely. Today's the best I've felt in a lonng time. =)
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That's great to hear, Lemur. I hope it keeps up!
 
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SM1010

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I'm excited and nervous right now.

I got my pdoc to prescribe me klonopin today. A limited supply at a very low dose (she hates it because it's addicting and says this is the only prescription I'll ever get for it from her).

I'm excited because I've heard it's probably the best SA drug. I'm nervous because, while I have no intention of using it more than 1 or 2 times a week, I'm afraid I'll like it so much that I'll want to use it every time I go somewhere socially stressful.

She upped me up to 300mg a day of wellbutrin too. I was on 150mg a day for a couple weeks but it didn't seem to do anything. I'm skeptical about any anti-depressant ever helping my SA. I tried Zoloft at max dose in the past and it did nothing.
 
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Beatrice

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_Hope said:
I know that feeling, it will pass and then you will be right as rain again. :)

Btw I really like your avatar lol.
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Thank you :) Unfortunately the feeling has gotten worse...... I hope a night's sleep will put things right. I don't feel all that great ::(:
 
simpsons2007

simpsons2007

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*BIG SIGH* Here I go again.

Yesterday I thought my depression was finally starting to slowly get better and under control. How wrong was I?

I even managed to make a few positive posts yesterday which is not normal for me. And I even managed to pluck up the courage to reply to some peoples posts on the forum. Which for some reason I do find it extremely hard and get very self conscious about doing it. And for that reason I don't normally reply to what people post. But I managed to do it. I'm trying to get better at it but it's not easy for me to do.

Anyway...

Why can't she just get the ****! out of the house if I knew that she had somewhere else to go. I'd kick that cow out! I don't think she knows how to keep her legs crossed for more than 5 mins. Does she really think I don't know what she's doing just because I don't go out.

I honestly don't care what she does.

But she could at least show me a bit RESPECT and wait until we're NOT living together in the same before she starts spreading her legs to anyone who shows a bit of interest in her.

My depression ain't EVER going to really start getting better properly until we're in separate houses.

I feel like rubbish. I HATE THIS FEELING!!! AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! I just want it to all go away.

Sorry everyone for the long rant. Feeling a bit better for it.
 
pebblesdundee

pebblesdundee

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simpsons2007 said:
*BIG SIGH* Here I go again.

Yesterday I thought my depression was finally starting to slowly get better and under control. How wrong was I?

I even managed to make a few positive posts yesterday which is not normal for me. And I even managed to pluck up the courage to reply to some peoples posts on the forum. Which for some reason I do find it extremely hard and get very self conscious about doing it. And for that reason I don't normally reply to what people post. But I managed to do it. I'm trying to get better at it but it's not easy for me to do.

Anyway...

Why can't she just get the ****! out of the house if I knew that she had somewhere else to go. I'd kick that cow out! I don't think she knows how to keep her legs crossed for more than 5 mins. Does she really think I don't know what she's doing just because I don't go out.

I honestly don't care what she does.

But she could at least show me a bit RESPECT and wait until we're NOT living together in the same before she starts spreading her legs to anyone who shows a bit of interest in her.

My depression ain't EVER going to really start getting better properly until we're in separate houses.

I feel like rubbish. I HATE THIS FEELING!!! AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! I just want it to all go away.

Sorry everyone for the long rant. Feeling a bit better for it.
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Why not give her a month to find a place to live, and tell her she's leaving at the end of the month. That's fair on her, and you get your own space.
 
pingu07

pingu07

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simpsons2007 said:
*BIG SIGH* Here I go again.

Yesterday I thought my depression was finally starting to slowly get better and under control. How wrong was I?

I even managed to make a few positive posts yesterday which is not normal for me. And I even managed to pluck up the courage to reply to some peoples posts on the forum. Which for some reason I do find it extremely hard and get very self conscious about doing it. And for that reason I don't normally reply to what people post. But I managed to do it. I'm trying to get better at it but it's not easy for me to do.

Anyway...

Why can't she just get the ****! out of the house if I knew that she had somewhere else to go. I'd kick that cow out! I don't think she knows how to keep her legs crossed for more than 5 mins. Does she really think I don't know what she's doing just because I don't go out.

I honestly don't care what she does.

But she could at least show me a bit RESPECT and wait until we're NOT living together in the same before she starts spreading her legs to anyone who shows a bit of interest in her.

My depression ain't EVER going to really start getting better properly until we're in separate houses.

I feel like rubbish. I HATE THIS FEELING!!! AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! I just want it to all go away.

Sorry everyone for the long rant. Feeling a bit better for it.
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I think settling a deal with her is what should happen. Is there any legal deal that can happen. Then she will take things seriously. I really hope things get better. Im sure it will, once this happens. Hang in there, Simpy! ::eek::
 
Sial Axetder

Sial Axetder

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simpsons2007 said:
*BIG SIGH* Here I go again.

Yesterday I thought my depression was finally starting to slowly get better and under control. How wrong was I?

I even managed to make a few positive posts yesterday which is not normal for me. And I even managed to pluck up the courage to reply to some peoples posts on the forum. Which for some reason I do find it extremely hard and get very self conscious about doing it. And for that reason I don't normally reply to what people post. But I managed to do it. I'm trying to get better at it but it's not easy for me to do.

Anyway...

Why can't she just get the ****! out of the house if I knew that she had somewhere else to go. I'd kick that cow out! I don't think she knows how to keep her legs crossed for more than 5 mins. Does she really think I don't know what she's doing just because I don't go out.

I honestly don't care what she does.

But she could at least show me a bit RESPECT and wait until we're NOT living together in the same before she starts spreading her legs to anyone who shows a bit of interest in her.

My depression ain't EVER going to really start getting better properly until we're in separate houses.

I feel like rubbish. I HATE THIS FEELING!!! AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! I just want it to all go away.

Sorry everyone for the long rant. Feeling a bit better for it.
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How crude, rude and inconsiderate. Only furthers my theory we are existing within a worldly society of inconsiderate and rude people.

Tell this person to take a hike. Well, hmm, depends, whose place it happens to be. Yours, their's....
 
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Rembrandt Broam

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simpsons2007 said:
My depression ain't EVER going to really start getting better properly until we're in separate houses.
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I think you're right. Trying to live under the same roof as someone you used to be in a relationship is going to cause you nothing but stress. One way or another you both need to move on to live truly separate lives. I hope you find a way to work that out soon.
 
vexatiousmind

vexatiousmind

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At the dentist. Only a little nervous:)

EDIT: Back at home, I go in at 8 tomorrow morning to start observing :D
 
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