How are you feeling?

Tiercel

Tiercel

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*puts Lost Girl's head back together with a spatula and some duct tape*

There. Good as new. :)

My delicate constitution is still recovering after being at the races on Monday. Standing up in the hot sun for several hours does not agree with one who prefers to sit in the cold and dark.
 
fitftw

fitftw

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It's LIFE. Stop CRYING. Be happy you're HERE. Die
with DIGNITY.

I came up with that this morning after someone told me I need to open my eyes because my outlook on life is blind.

All I said was that we have set paths in life, we're all on different rollercoasters. Yes, I believe in predestination. I don't believe in god, but I don't rule out his existence either.
 
sanitariumcalls

sanitariumcalls

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I'm going to think positive today. I'm going to drag my ass out of the house to campus to pick up my books. Fall Quarter starts in a week and a half, I have to get back into the groove of leaving my house everyday for at least 5 hours...

Starting off my day with a cheddar, bacon, and egg onion bagel and a tall glass of cold OJ. Very nice... among the torrential rain... but my lawn really needed it!
 
Damaged

Damaged

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Very happy after seeing my dad :) he has a history of suffering with panic attacks too, so positive words from him made me feel comfort.
 
Overload

Overload

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First day of Game Development class today. Two familiar faces, which is good and bad at the same time. Bad because I feel obligated to communicate with them, but good because they'd be easier to talk to than the others.

I enter the room and there are a ton of people already seated. Looks like there aren't any seats available, but then I spot one in the... front. Sat there the entire class without saying a word. Class ends, I exchange a few words with one of the familiar faces, and as I'm walking toward the door I hear a couple people from the class talking about me:

"He's talking to someone he doesn't know."
"He's probably one of those people who goes off into his own world"

This isn't an exact recollection of their words. I've probably already twisted it in my head. But it was very similar to that, especially the part about going off into my own world, which is very true, and I'm sure many of you know what I'm talking about.

It's funny. That room is filled with roughly 30 people who I could probably relate to extremely well. I could talk about video games all day, but I just couldn't bring myself to say anything, or look at anyone. We have to write a one-page paper on a major event in the gaming industry by next week, and she'll choose some people to go over their paper. I'm hoping I'm one of the chosen, because I'm not sure I have it in me to say anything of my own free will.
 
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moni10

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kinda happy after an exam but anxious after having to socialize all day long, I mean having to seem relaxed, to smile and laugh while feeling tensed and scared and the last but not the least to gossip.And meanwhile I was praying to get home more quickliy.I have a feeling I seemed so weird to these people.I feel they've already realized I'm not one of them.The more I talk to them, the more outcast they perceive me.Well,at least my exam made my day (me boastful).
 
Sial Axetder

Sial Axetder

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Overload said:
First day of Game Development class today. Two familiar faces, which is good and bad at the same time. Bad because I feel obligated to communicate with them, but good because they'd be easier to talk to than the others.

I enter the room and there are a ton of people already seated. Looks like there aren't any seats available, but then I spot one in the... front. Sat there the entire class without saying a word. Class ends, I exchange a few words with one of the familiar faces, and as I'm walking toward the door I hear a couple people from the class talking about me:

"He's talking to someone he doesn't know."
"He's probably one of those people who goes off into his own world"

This isn't an exact recollection of their words. I've probably already twisted it in my head. But it was very similar to that, especially the part about going off into my own world, which is very true, and I'm sure many of you know what I'm talking about.

It's funny. That room is filled with roughly 30 people who I could probably relate to extremely well. I could talk about video games all day, but I just couldn't bring myself to say anything, or look at anyone. We have to write a one-page paper on a major event in the gaming industry by next week, and she'll choose some people to go over their paper. I'm hoping I'm one of the chosen, because I'm not sure I have it in me to say anything of my own free will.
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Overload. Too much. Alright, I'm fine.

Game Development, programming? I tried. QBasic. Not fun stuff. I stopped there.

Words will often get twisted. Keep replaying it over and over. Stop. Think something random, move on. Must interrupt the circles.

I always hoped no one chose me. Being not liked by the law of Murphy, always chosen.

From what I read you don't seem too nervous, angered. Slightly confused maybe? If so, great! You stand there, I'll stay here and something will happen in between.

Sure you'll be fine. It doesn't matter what they think. Do it your way. Enjoy it.
 
dottie

dottie

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anxiety+++++

so i went to that interview the other week and when i got home i got an automated letter of denial. well i just got a call back for a second interview. she told me that the guy who interviewed me was very impressed. i thought the interview went well so that automated message must have been a mistake. anyway she just called me and asked me to show up ASAP so i am going in. i was relaxed and my anxiety just skyrocketed. ugh. i wish i was more level and didn't give a **** about anything. time to take a shower and talk myself down.
 
coyote

coyote

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dottie said:
anxiety+++++

so i went to that interview the other week and when i got home i got an automated letter of denial. well i just got a call back for a second interview. she told me that the guy who interviewed me was very impressed. i thought the interview went well so that automated message must have been a mistake. anyway she just called me and asked me to show up ASAP so i am going in. i was relaxed and my anxiety just skyrocketed. ugh. i wish i was more level and didn't give a **** about anything. time to take a shower and talk myself down.
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cool!!

they like you - nothing to worry about, right?

but then, what's not to like?

you're awesome!!

good luck!
 
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