How are you feeling?

Oh I know. I was in remission from lymphoma for a year and a half, and as soon as I started getting symptoms of this me and my fiance both started freaking out. Alas that it actually turned into something to freak out about. :/
 

Chlo

Banned
Im going to start looking for a new Job, I am just not getting any job satisfaction where i am not. Other then that Im okii :)
 
Good to see your back Elenwen:) Although it is very sad to hear that you have been battling a serious illness!::(: I hope the worst is over for you! Thank goodness you have a wonderful fiance to support you through all of this!
I know it's a bummer when you need to eat food with a pain medication (to prevent the nausea) but you don't feel like eating! Hang in there!:)


Thank you. :) It is nice to be back (and, you know, free from the hospital, lol).
 

Damaged

Well-known member
Really tired, its 5am here but my two favourite people are still up on big brother live.....sad i know lol :D
 
Crap.. I just burned myself lighting a match. My thumb was in the open flame for about a 2/10th of a second. x3

Otherwise I'm just fine today. :3
 

worrywort

Well-known member
ergh...feeling low lately....it's just hard to find motivation sometimes...I feel so weak and tired and lonely and unloved sometimes it's tempting to just quit life.....but I know I mustn't.

Been having a hard time at work lately....I know how insane this sounds but I'm having real trouble figuring out who to say good morning to and how etc. I'm a cleaner in a supermarket so I see a lot of the supermarket staff's faces everyday, but I don't know any of them and it's hard to know who to say good morning to. Some people take the initiative and smile and say a nice firm good morning to me, which is always nice, so I smile back and say good morning to them.....and others don't even bat an eyelid of recognition. We just pass each other with no acknowledgement, no eye contact, and no "good mornings", and those people are equally easy to deal with. I have no problem with them either....infact this latter kind is the stance I adopt. I'm quite happy keeping myself to myself and I tend not to speak unless spoken to......but then there's a third kind that are somewhere in the middle and I keep absolutely bodging it with these people. Cause once they've said good morning once, I kinda feel like I have to say it every morning now otherwise it'd seem rude....and sometimes I'll say good morning but they won't say anything back and I'll feel like they hate me or something.....and sometimes we'll bump into each other but we won't quite be facing each other, or we'll be a bit too far apart to warrant a "good morning" and so I'll keep my head down, and they might take that as a snub.....and argh, I know I'm probably over analysing it and it seems really silly, but the list of faces I feel I have to avoid now at work is getting longer and longer, and my anxiety is obviously spilling out whenever I encounter these people now, which is humiliating and ergh.....I'm just venting....please ignore......SA can get so messy sometimes! ::(:
 
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