just had a long private conversation with someone.
realised that im the biggest loser on here! you guys all go forward in life!
i dont, you guys are here to get support, im here cause i have to be!
its my last hope in hell!
you guys look forward to things, ive never looked forward to stuff!
you guys have girlfriends or boyfriends, you guys have real jobs, you guys have a social life, you guys are planning for the future, you guys have kids!
if youve got 1 or more in the above, then you are are better than me!
ive ran out of jokes or funny comments that people usually find offensive anyway.
I DONT WANT SYMPATHY, ITS NOT ABOUT THAT OK
i hope i can come back later