Anyone really care? =/
I'm pxssed off, in a bad mood today totally, and this house is too small and i feel cramped in here. Pxssed at the fact i've sat for months since i left school. I really wanna just go out and get out, times like this yuu wish yu had friends eh
!
I watched that thing on the iplayer last night bout the kids that still live with their parents & scrounge off their parents, has really made me realise that i can't cope 1 min longer living in my house! not that i could or would really want to move out atm.
i just think something defo changed between me & ma mum. not really sure when but yeah she did used to spoil me, now i feel as if i shud pay her back every penny. cos of the way she moans at me for every penny i do spend! literally like. I feel like that even though a lot of money she spent on me was when i was a child i shud pay it all back, anythin to see her happy agen. cos she really isnt =/ an am not the person to help her ;s..duno who can tbh.
. lol. i just can't make her even buy me food now cos at the end of the day i can't cope with the reaction. 'oh that was a £1, too much!' never make me do that agen etc etc. now im gonna cry *looks like she's gonna faint* =/ aye so yeah..shxt.
Also, i feel like i am putting on weight. and i don't like it at all. also ma teeth are killin me
>.< fs.
well i mean for like recently anyways i'ver felt bad bout the way i look. i honestly think ma thighs have got bout 50% fatter >.< oh it's pxssin me off tbh.
*despite this eats crisps while typing*
see what happens when ye don't keep a healthy diet ? ! =[
i'm on a diet, ie no gonny eat at all. and just go on ma trampoline or sum shxt.
really wana tell her
bloomin chill out! yr not young 4ever an all that shizz.
but i dken. i duno what to do, if i don't get ouita this hole i'm gonna dig myself one
>.<