I feel anxious too. I'm 27 and I live with my parents so I feel about three inches tall. I am always so worried and self conscious ... about everything!
right now I have this buzzing in my chest....I really want something incredible to happen. I desperately want to believe that this world is more than just maths. I know it is. I know there is something incredible and beautiful out there and within us all, just waiting to be found. I had such colossal dreams when I was younger. I don't want to ever let go of those dreams. I want to create something so magnificent and exciting that it will deeply change people when they see it.
......but I'm sitting here with a blank canvas infront of me and absolutely nothing in my brain.......and it's so frustrating.
I feel tired, even though I slept all day (again, unfortunately). My head feels funny, probably from sleeping too much. I also don't feel motivated to do anything, which is also probably due to sleeping too much and being too lazy for my own good.
Too much sleep + laziness are both things that should burn.
I'm actually feeling pretty happy today. It's summer and there aren't as many social situations, so it almost feels like my social anxiety is officialy OVAR. *lol* However, I'm immediately mistaken whenever I leave the house. Then I realize, "Crap. The issue is STILL here."