How are you feeling?

NihilSlayer

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Frustrated. I can't sleep. I have to get up in 4 hours and go to my loathsome job. I just can't turn my mind off. I have to do this project, and it seems I chose a difficult topic and I'm struggling to wrap my mind around it, so as to capture its essence. I can't even seriously start because I don't know where to begin. It's like a huge snake has been lumped into my lap and I can't find the head to begin to wrangle it... that and I'm freakingly terrified of snakes... I'll just start stabbing it at random, which will piss it off, and then i'll be snake food. I'm going to be surrounded with multitudinous piles of books trying to synthesize all this information... That and I think I have that weird expression disorder I read about briefly on this forum awhile back. It's a mess, but there must be some way. Self-doubt will be overcome, but first I must light a fire in my mind; this is everyday crap afterall, and if so many other empty flesh vessels have done it, why can't I join their ranks?
 

Phoenixx

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Whats up Marls?
^ Just so anxious about college, again. I'm so sick of feeling like this. And the fact I'm so anxious just makes me depressed... It also does not help to even look at the college page on Facebook and see so many people conversing with each other before they even actually meet. I'm usually pretty good with talking online, but the whole Facebook thing does not even help my anxiety one bit. Facebook is evil... I need to stay away.
 

Phoenixx

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I chatted online to people before going to Uni and it helped me make a couple of really good friends, but it wasn't the be all and all. The majority of people who are going to your college won't have written anything yet, and there's no guarantee that those who are getting on well over Facebook will get on well in real life. If anything, it puts them under more pressure in a way.

But yes Facebook is evil. They're introducing video calls next. The whole world has been taken over by Facebook! I just hide all the people I don't want to see from my Newsfeed. It helps me feel a lot better.
^ That's really good to know, especially what's bolded. Thanks! And video calls? Really?? Sounds scary. I hide people too, lol. Especially the ones that update their statuses every five mins.
 
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