vexatiousmind
Well-known member
Finally accomplished something with my day. : )
Now If I can only get down to doing the important stuff....
Now If I can only get down to doing the important stuff....
How are you feeling?
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alwaysrunning
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Alone, extremely alone. Everyone has someone to care for/care for them. I cannot get close to people because there's such a wall i dont know how to knock down or even where its place.All i know is im alone and others are not, they're happy, im not sure what that means....perhaps thats a good thing, then if ive never encountered happiness by default ill nver experience sadness as well. Solitude, well thats something else entirely :
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Deus_Ex_Lemur
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Alone, extremely alone. Everyone has someone to care for/care for them. I cannot get close to people because there's such a wall i dont know how to knock down or even where its place.All i know is im alone and others are not, they're happy, im not sure what that means....perhaps thats a good thing, then if ive never encountered happiness by default ill nver experience sadness as well. Solitude, well thats something else entirely :
MANY here feel this way, I know you're talking about RL, but, you aren't alone thus. We'll all get there - still young, much time. But cannot gain happiness without the risk for sadness, it's hard to put yourself out there, I know.
I'm in a big solitude phase right now, but it'll end some day sooner than later hopefully but it will; you will get out of that phase too nothings forever - so won't be alone forever too, trust me
B
Beatrice
Guest
Tired but bored bored bored. I don't want to work, come home, fall into bed.... where's the excitement!?
Kathryn.fr
Well-known member
Like sh*t. Invisible. Most times I'd be okay with being invisible, today my roomies fought at the top of their lungs in eachothers faces and I was just sitting here on my laptop next to them, shut down from all their yelling =[
amnesiacinsomniac
Active member
Defeated.
Lost. Angry. Stuck. Afraid. worried.
If i could take the worry out of my life I think I could succeed at anything.
I hate her! I hate her for pulling me out of my secure life and dumping me here.
I hate her for telling me that I'm a horrible daughter when I needed her most.
I hate her for leaving me. Here. Alone.
I fantasize about him suffering the way I have, if he could only feel the depth of this hurt, I wish my curse upon him. I wish him to be tortured, as I have been tortured. I wish him a slow and gruesome death. Is it sick that the thought makes me smile? That the thought makes the sun shine a bit brighter, the birds chirp a bit louder? That it eases my pain, the slightest of bit? No.
He has taken my mother, my friend away from me, with an evil grin of satisfaction. If the devil exists, it is him.
I am tired of fighting. The harder I fight to survive the deeper I sink, I try to be strong I try so hard to be strong. Life's injustices have surrounded me, poking me, prodding me, trying to make me crack. But what do I do? I turn to my friend who no longer exists. Tears out of anger, I am defeated. I AM alone.There;s so much I want to do, to share. But life has dealt me the worst hand of cards. It doesn't make sense. I've no choice but to embrace this loneliness. Embrace the pain, my tear stained face, embrace the loss, embrace being defeated.
That is how. I feel
Lost. Angry. Stuck. Afraid. worried.
If i could take the worry out of my life I think I could succeed at anything.
I hate her! I hate her for pulling me out of my secure life and dumping me here.
I hate her for telling me that I'm a horrible daughter when I needed her most.
I hate her for leaving me. Here. Alone.
I fantasize about him suffering the way I have, if he could only feel the depth of this hurt, I wish my curse upon him. I wish him to be tortured, as I have been tortured. I wish him a slow and gruesome death. Is it sick that the thought makes me smile? That the thought makes the sun shine a bit brighter, the birds chirp a bit louder? That it eases my pain, the slightest of bit? No.
He has taken my mother, my friend away from me, with an evil grin of satisfaction. If the devil exists, it is him.
I am tired of fighting. The harder I fight to survive the deeper I sink, I try to be strong I try so hard to be strong. Life's injustices have surrounded me, poking me, prodding me, trying to make me crack. But what do I do? I turn to my friend who no longer exists. Tears out of anger, I am defeated. I AM alone.There;s so much I want to do, to share. But life has dealt me the worst hand of cards. It doesn't make sense. I've no choice but to embrace this loneliness. Embrace the pain, my tear stained face, embrace the loss, embrace being defeated.
That is how. I feel
Do you want to talk about it?
EscapeArtist
Well-known member
It's way too hot to sleep again
simpsons2007
Well-known member
feeling very lonely.
very tired I haven't had much much sleep in the past week.
frustrated.
very tired I haven't had much much sleep in the past week.
frustrated.
^Well done mate!
Danfalc
Banned
Thanks dude!
EnigmatiConduit
Well-known member
I am feeling totally restless and insane. Going to take a drive ( a very long drive ) down to another state with my dog next week. Need to escape for a while
Rubbish .