How are you feeling?

[Falkor]

feel like my life is destroyed, sometimes i think i'm not made for this world, it hurts so much, like a knife in my heart, i cannot ease the pain because i am nothing, i cannot do anything, im an ugly girl who is different and i am so weird because i get emotional, everyone thinks i overrate, while my feelings are just so heavy, my emotions burn in my soul, i'm tired of my pain, i want it to heal

i'm an empath , hsp and i have extreme emotions, while is this world so misunderstood about my conditions, why don't they just tell it's ok and not screw up my emotions even more. i want to enjoy life, and i wish i could be more stable but it is my disorder and it is all about painful emotions, my life is all about emotions, i feel what other people feel literally all day long, every minute, and i also feel my own pain from the past, and i feel all atmospheres, i feel everything.. . i feel like i cannot handle my emotions

 

[superfluouslyme]

Today was rough. It was going fine until I got bombarded (that's what it felt like at the time) by my mother and sister about my attitude, lack of progress, lack of direction, my poor communication skills and, of all things, my sexual preference. (I guess because I don't talk about my feelings a lot, I'm not a girly girl, and I support gay rights, I must be a lesbian.) I'm going to have to mull all of this over and see what comes from it. I cried a bit throughout the whole conversation, but when I came inside to get away from it all, not a single tear. I don't know what to think of that. I'm just so, so tired. In my 23 years, I've spent the equivalent of two or three lifetimes hiding and worrying and wanting to be left alone. I don't know how to think any differently.

 

[Phoenixx]

I guess because I don't talk about my feelings a lot, I'm not a girly girl, and I support gay rights, I must be a lesbian.

^ I have such a problem with this with my brother, and sometimes my cousin. My brother loves to call me "gay" because I don't have a boyfriend, never had one, and never talk about it. My cousin, I think, is a bit homophobic so she sometimes mocks my choice of support (at one point she referred to gays as "my people." Wtf?). Bleh. Shouldn't let them get to me, and you shouldn't let your family get to you either.

 

[MaliceInWickedland]

Pissed beyond all pissery.

 

[dottie]

lol malice, good one. i'm going to have to use that.

 

[Beatrice]

So so so so so sad. I'm bawling my eyes out. I am never, EVER watching Pan's Labyrinth again.....

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

So so so so so sad. I'm bawling my eyes out. I am never, EVER watching Pan's Labyrinth again.....

OH GOD that film had me out of it for two days after watching it. You need to watch something a wee bit "lighter" in content and not The Room lighter.

 

[FountainandFairfax]

I feel well enough, things could be a lot worse.

 

[Paahi]

The headache continues.

 

[upndwn]

Contemplative, relaxed, melancholic

 

[planemo]

I'm not feeling that bad, but I did get to see some people who bullied me when I was younger. I ignored them of course but those memories still have an influence on me.

 

[Paahi]

I feel relaxed. It's summer!

 

[pebblesdundee]

Extremely average

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

Terrified.
I told my mom I'd go with her to auntie's place for Canada Day...
people everywhere, lots of people @__@
I have to do it but I get this feeling that I'm going to end up locked in a bathroom, crying the whole night.

...wish me luck. T_T

 

[pebblesdundee]

Terrified.
I told my mom I'd go with her to auntie's place for Canada Day...
people everywhere, lots of people @__@
I have to do it but I get this feeling that I'm going to end up locked in a bathroom, crying the whole night.

...wish me luck. T_T

Good luck V

 

[Thundercats]

Happy because it's the start of the weekend

 

[superfluouslyme]

So so so so so sad. I'm bawling my eyes out. I am never, EVER watching Pan's Labyrinth again.....

Yeah, that's a rough but wonderful movie.

Terrified.
I told my mom I'd go with her to auntie's place for Canada Day...
people everywhere, lots of people @__@
I have to do it but I get this feeling that I'm going to end up locked in a bathroom, crying the whole night.

...wish me luck. T_T

Good luck!

I'm feeling a bit more optimistic today, though I don't think I've processed everything that happened yesterday.

Happy because it's the start of the weekend

I don't know where you are from, but it's the 4th of July weekend in America, which means one really awesome thing: FIREWORKS!! I still have some from last year.

 

[Deus_Ex_Lemur]

Fireworks!!!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fireworks.

Yay.









Yay!

 

[Paahi]

I'm quite good

 

[Beatrice]

In painnnnnnnn. Gah cramps are no fun.