Had a weird day, I woke up feeling fresh and energised at six this morning. I have been eating well and fingers crossed my new meds are working. I actually feel okay for the first time in about a year.
The girl who works on the till at the corner shop keeps smiling at me and trying to make jokes lol, I wonder if she has always been doing this but I've had my head stuck up my ass too much to notice with being anxious. Didn't even have anxiety when a dude came round to read my water meter. Maintained eye contact and everything without it feeling strained or forced.
Also glad to be speaking to someone again, if you read this you know who you are :
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