How are you feeling?
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hoddesdon
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awwww, ((Hugs))
There should be an emoticon for "hugs".
EscapeArtist
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like I am going through something I need to go through to grow. I am learning that only I can be there for myself. Resist self sabotage thoughts.. it's hard
Blake The Great Ect...
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A lil depressed but its all good, Im like this all the time and I am on meds. Got a few huge bills then got laid off. Feel just fine
petrified eyes
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I'm feeling better than I was earlier today, long walks tend to do that.
3lefts
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Feeling that, maybe I should keep my thoughts more to myself, but I feel overly compelled to share them. Hoping that it's ohk and trusting that people will point out to me anything that I do wrong or overlook, or show me something I didn't realize before.
And hoping that I have the courage to learn from this criticism and not shy away from it.
If what I do makes me who I am, I want to always be learning so that I am doing and being better.
Emotions feel like clothes, I open the closest and think to myself, what do I want to wear right now? It's seems there is a variety all jumbled up inside that I never know what to do with, and isn't always expressed properly enough to fully go away.
And hoping that I have the courage to learn from this criticism and not shy away from it.
If what I do makes me who I am, I want to always be learning so that I am doing and being better.
Emotions feel like clothes, I open the closest and think to myself, what do I want to wear right now? It's seems there is a variety all jumbled up inside that I never know what to do with, and isn't always expressed properly enough to fully go away.
lunaticbinge
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Overwhelmingly irate. At the world and myself.
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I’m coming down off the coffee, it’ll be bedtime soon. I had a good night.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Same here.
planemo
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Kristina223
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Terrified of school tomorrow. Another lunch break in the bathroom stall ... ::
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waiting <--- or ---> <<< OR >>> Blast! I hate feeling waiting when nothing is being waited for. I have reason. There is no reason.
Hungover. Although I'm quite pleased with myself.
Yesterdays events..
1PM: The beers were flowing at home as I watched the football on the internet. I went out with one of my mate's after watching the football to watch the boxing and get drunk. The night went well, we were in a busy night club and there was an hour until closing time. He left me to go home because he was feeling too drunk, which i was expecting to be honest! It happens every time. So i just carried on dancing like a lunatic and ordering more alcohol from the bar.
I seen a group of old workmates who happened to be out and we talked away. I left them to carry on by myself and danced with random groups of people until close. I seen this girl sitting on a step across from the club crying, so i went over and comforted her and we got talking (I can't actually remember what was wrong with her looking back). I flagged down a taxi for her and she went home.
I needed more alcohol at this point and so I decided to head up to the casino (1 mile away, the only place i could go licensed to sell alcohol after 3am). On my way there i got talking to 2 girls and a guy who were headed in the same direction. After them saying what a nice guy i was they left to go to the shop and I went off into the casino.
I ordered drinks and watched mindless people throw all there money away on roulette, which was quite amusing, i thought. I went for a smoke outside of the casino and a guy jumped out of a taxi dancing about and grabbed me and took me back into the casino. I had no idea who this guy was and he bought a round of drinks and we got talking. He just came from another casino and had won a fair amount of money there. The drinks were going down like water and he gave me £100 in chips to play blackjack with. I won around £90 and handed him back the chips
We left at 7am once they stopped serving alcohol and we shared a taxi with some girls. I got out at my stop and went straight to bed.
I woke up early afternoon today with a smile on my face
(Actually, yesterday, it's now 3am again).
Yesterdays events..
1PM: The beers were flowing at home as I watched the football on the internet. I went out with one of my mate's after watching the football to watch the boxing and get drunk. The night went well, we were in a busy night club and there was an hour until closing time. He left me to go home because he was feeling too drunk, which i was expecting to be honest! It happens every time. So i just carried on dancing like a lunatic and ordering more alcohol from the bar.
I seen a group of old workmates who happened to be out and we talked away. I left them to carry on by myself and danced with random groups of people until close. I seen this girl sitting on a step across from the club crying, so i went over and comforted her and we got talking (I can't actually remember what was wrong with her looking back). I flagged down a taxi for her and she went home.
I needed more alcohol at this point and so I decided to head up to the casino (1 mile away, the only place i could go licensed to sell alcohol after 3am). On my way there i got talking to 2 girls and a guy who were headed in the same direction. After them saying what a nice guy i was
they left to go to the shop and I went off into the casino.I ordered drinks and watched mindless people throw all there money away on roulette, which was quite amusing, i thought. I went for a smoke outside of the casino and a guy jumped out of a taxi dancing about and grabbed me and took me back into the casino. I had no idea who this guy was and he bought a round of drinks and we got talking. He just came from another casino and had won a fair amount of money there. The drinks were going down like water and he gave me £100 in chips to play blackjack with. I won around £90 and handed him back the chips
We left at 7am once they stopped serving alcohol and we shared a taxi with some girls. I got out at my stop and went straight to bed.
I woke up early afternoon today with a smile on my face
(Actually, yesterday, it's now 3am again).
Hungover. Although I'm quite pleased with myself.
Yesterdays events..
1PM: The beers were flowing at home as I watched the football on the internet. I went out with one of my mate's after watching the football to watch the boxing and get drunk. The night went well, we were in a busy night club and there was an hour until closing time. He left me to go home because he was feeling too drunk, which i was expecting to be honest! It happens every time. So i just carried on dancing like a lunatic and ordering more alcohol from the bar.
I seen a group of old workmates who happened to be out and we talked away. I left them to carry on by myself and danced with random groups of people until close. I seen this girl sitting on a step across from the club crying, so i went over and comforted her and we got talking (I can't actually remember what was wrong with her looking back). I flagged down a taxi for her and she went home.
I needed more alcohol at this point and so I decided to head up to the casino (1 mile away, the only place i could go licensed to sell alcohol after 3am). On my way there i got talking to 2 girls and a guy who were headed in the same direction. After them saying what a nice guy i was
I ordered drinks and watched mindless people throw all there money away on roulette, which was quite amusing, i thought. I went for a smoke outside of the casino and a guy jumped out of a taxi dancing about and grabbed me and took me back into the casino. I had no idea who this guy was and he bought a round of drinks and we got talking. He just came from another casino and had won a fair amount of money there. The drinks were going down like water and he gave me £100 in chips to play blackjack with. I won around £90 and handed him back the chips
We left at 7am once they stopped serving alcohol and we shared a taxi with some girls. I got out at my stop and went straight to bed.
I woke up early afternoon today with a smile on my face
(Actually, yesterday, it's now 3am again).
This is Ultimate win.
CosmicNeurotica
Banned
got to talk with my friend on the phone.
Feeling a little more alive mentally after about an hour and a half conversation.
I was actually able to concentrate on most of what I was saying, which feels like a big brick off of me. Just don't know how long this will last.
Feeling a little more alive mentally after about an hour and a half conversation.
I was actually able to concentrate on most of what I was saying, which feels like a big brick off of me. Just don't know how long this will last.
Unbelievable.. I spend 4 hours twisting and turning in my bed, trying to get to sleep. I said to myself, if I'm still going to be awake at 6 in the morning, I'm going to get up. And what do you know, I fall asleep at 5:50 or something.
I guess 1 and half hour is better then no sleep at all, but it's not ideal to start a new job with. Let's see how this day goes..
I guess 1 and half hour is better then no sleep at all, but it's not ideal to start a new job with. Let's see how this day goes..