Square_Eyes
Well-known member
Sick and tired of watching my will deteriorate.
I've been generally pretty upbeat today but now I can't stop crying. Sometimes I think that misery must just be my natural state ::
^Seriously, I can't cry lol... Like I can try to and make the sounds and everything, but at most I'll manage to just get my eyes wet :/. I want to cry like I used to cry when I was a kid!. I'm so ****in numb! (might be the prozac xD)
****in tired as hell x-x. Work sucks, I feel so retarded atm :/
Meds make you numb? Better stay away unless I want to forget I'm even here.
There you go, buddy. ;3
Maybe you need professional help? I understand Cali has a lot of programs for therapy.
My therapist gets at my core issues and I can start bawling like a baby. I know she is doing it on purpose and I know I need to get to these issues but crying in front of people is so embarrassing for me.
For about an hour my wife has been urging me to go help her. I better go or I will be crying for sure. Good luck with this. Take good care of yourself.
See ya later...
Procrastinating... Have been for a while ::
Me too. It doesn't help all my homework assignments are online...
Im doing online a levels and I have assignments due, Infact they were due in a week ago :/ I haven't gotten anywhere... And im thinking more about how much Iv missed and how much I have to do in a little time, and its making me more stressed grr! I don't know why I spend so much time online Im addicted!
I know me too. If I had found this place in the summer my post count would probably be double, maybe not but I'd be here even more often. I'm thinking about banning myself...
Haha you would have probably 10,000 posts if you joined a few months ago atleast, You have got 1,000+ in no time man you spend more time than me on here and I spend alot of time! lol We both need to get away from here for a while and do what we gotta do! We can both give company to eachother by not coming on here for a few days lol
Haha you would have probably 10,000 posts if you joined a few months ago atleast, You have got 1,000+ in no time man you spend more time than me on here and I spend alot of time! lol We both need to get away from here for a while and do what we gotta do! We can both give company to eachother by not coming on here for a few days lol
A few days are okay. Don't go forever though. You are both pretty cool