How are you feeling?

[anomicdeer]

I really really... want him...
no... I'm just lonely at the moment. I need a friend

Laugh all you want

 

[anomicdeer]

Ugh. This is what I did to myself.
I blame myself for everything.

 

[Baguette]

i haven't been on this site for awhile, things were good.
But none of that matters anymore.

 

[chained]

like an important change is about to occur..
or I might stop it..

 

[FOR REAL]

I need a friend

youve got loads of friends on here, and so does everyone else

 

[FOR REAL]

i could try, but i dont want another weeks holiday.

 

[Danfalc]

i could try, but i dont want another weeks holiday.

Lmao,maybe my mind is in the gutter but that made me laugh.

And I'm feeling good,had a pleasant surprise when something turned out good for me,still early days but gives me a bit of hope.

 

[Abby]

obsessed - with what i haven't yet binged on...

i've been good for several days now, but those chocolate chip brownies in the fridge are starting to call me - very loudly.

 

[Danfalc]

obsessed - with what i haven't yet binged on...

i've been good for several days now, but those chocolate chip brownies in the fridge are starting to call me - very loudly.

Ive never had issues with food,but I've had issues with other substances.What I used to try and think to myself is with how long I've gone without for now,it would be a shame to restart the clock by giving in now.

 

[BlueDays]

Worthless.

 

[FOR REAL]

Worthless.

your no worthless
what time and day is it in australia anyway? cause ive got a masterplan in my brain so that i dont have to pay council tax

 

[BlueDays]

your no worthless
what time and day is it in australia anyway? cause ive got a masterplan in my brain so that i dont have to pay council tax

Thanks FOR REAL. Its 10:00am on Sunday here. What deviant masterplan have you concocted to avoid paying your council tax?

 

[FOR REAL]

Thanks FOR REAL. Its 10:00am on Sunday here. What deviant masterplan have you concocted to avoid paying your council tax?

so that means yous wallabies are 9 hours in front, cause its 1am here i think.
see i was thinking about mrb's time capsule thread and i had a crazy idea, which ive now forgotten all about, but that doesnt really matter cause i can go back to the future and remember it again

 

[Kat]

Kind of icky.

 

[AimeeSP]

Goodnight everyone.

 

[Kat]

G-night Aimeesp, hope things get better Mandymouse it’s just the beginning of the day for us do something fun it may lift your spirits.

 

[Tiercel]

:: *friendly back pat* Who died?

<insert random 2-day delay here>

Peter Steele, singer and bassist for Type O Negative. But I guess that's what years of cocaine and alcohol abuse will do....

 

[Lea]

.............................

 

[Pink_Paula]

I feel really good, i woke up in a brilliant mood, i'm looking forward to today and hoping to hear from someone in particular that would just make my day perfect hehe

 

[Ignace]

Very badly. There is no solution to my problems. I get beaten and abused at home and don't know where to go. I am struggling to go abroad but just got declined a job althought I already paid the CRB fee plus my journey to the training from my country etc., which was expensive. I did well on the interview because I was prepared but they apparently didn't like my behaviour. Not that I wasn't polite, on the contrary, but perhaps I looked too weird or ill to them so they considered I wasn't suitable for the job. I still plan to struggle on to get a live in job in families abroad, but at the same time I see how futile this is as it can't work. I hate living in strange families but at least I'd be away and got some money. I've also lived a lot in rented accomodation abroad before, but it was usually the cheapest and very crappy, sharing a house with many other people. (Once I was even bullied by the owner but she got better with time, don't know why). I supported myself with odd jobs or the worst paid ones (the money of which was stolen by my father anyway), because I have no qualification and have no idea what else I could do. Any job that is a bit better, I can't do that because I am like this. I still push myself even into more social jobs though because I don't want to give up but it's futile anyway as I either don't get hired at all, get kicked out soon, or drop off because I can't cope. Even if I had some rests of selfconfidence, it goes inevitably to the dogs as I'm trying to live. I am only ridiculous wherever I come. So I end up at home getting kicked and beaten by my father, calling me names, once he even said he would bring an axe and kill me. I know he wouldn't do that but I don't mind if he would. Maybe I really swallow some pills in the future, as this life is a disgrace.

It may sound crazy or something, but just do the same thing back. Or you could take a knife and splice it in his legs .. But then it's escalating. Why is he doing those things btw ?