theoutsider
Well-known member
Wow. I'm just seeing this. Hope you are recovering well.
How are you feeling?
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Wow. I'm just seeing this. Hope you are recovering well.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Hope your recovery is going well. :thumbup: Kinda insensitive of your sister to be upset at you, you can’t help how you having a stroke has impacted you or your family. :sad:
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PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Without knowing the details and of course being there, she sounds quite a shallow person.
MollyBeGood
Well-known member
Can you hire a nurse to help a bit, Kiwong with your health insurence to pay?
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Once again I'm sitting in the car (not my car) just before I have to go inside to work. The daily grind really gets me down.
I have to buy more lotto tickets...
I have to buy more lotto tickets...
BlueDays
1
Ignore her unhelpful comment, and concentrate on your healing Kiwong.
Family members who visit a relative in Hospital are supposed to say supportive and comforting things, not critical!
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
You should look into it if you're really interested, they pay pretty generously. I am waiting to hear back from one that would require me to be on site for 37 days and nights, but would pay $12,500. They're not all that long, I saw another for 5 days that pays $1,700.
I don't know what responsibilities or obligations you have day to day, but if you found one that fit into your life it could help you out in both sleeping and your wallet! :thumbup:
cappatown420
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Not only do I not have anyone to do that for me, I know it wouldn't be possible. I just can't physically do it.
I tried making an appointment with my general doctor on Friday but he is over a month out.
I was convinced that maybe it was because I had been prescribed Ativan and was taking that at night as well as my "sleeping meds" Remeron. So last night I didn't take them, was in bed by 10pm. I feel asleep at almost 6 AM. Dragged myself out of bed to shower for work late in the day and went straight back to bed. I can't even put on makeup I'm so tired, and my face is horrible from crying for days. I just wake up and cry for hours now. I didn't make the appointment because I was trying to talk them into doing something sooner because I don't even know if I will be alive next month.
Tomorrow I'm going to try to just straight up switch general practitioners. I really don't like him as a doctor and last year he refused to refill my anti-depressants while I was in a crisis because "it didn't feel right" even though I was waiting months for a pych and could get it because there aren't enough doctors.
It's getting really rough and if I didn't have a problem with eating food right now I would most likely check myself into a mental hospital.
I feel like just deleting this, who the **** cares. I prayed to God, Jesus, my dad, Buddah, anyone that's out there. It never helps.
cappatown420
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What? Do you live in the US? I've never heard anything like that, and I'm honestly confused to whether you know I'm talking about for a sleep study, I have a hard time remembering what day it really is.
I'd be pretty shocked, because I get state insurance.
Also realized I have been getting sleep paralysis, it has never involved demons or weird shit so I didn't think that's what it was. I do have disturbing dreams when it happens, just not as bad as what I heard is normal.
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BlueDays
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Totally agree that you should see a different GP, cappatown.
Not refilling your antidepressants while you were in a crisis, just because he thought it "didn't feel right" !? wtf! He sounds dangerously incompetent. :sad:
I hope your new your new GP is more understanding and can help you. Good luck.
cappatown420
Well-known member
Hopefully I can wake up tomorrow in time to do that. I can't wait over a month to see somebody right now. I told the ER today I didn't make that appointment because it was so far out that I didn't know if I would still be alive then.
The lady from Suicide Hotline suggusted maybe an eating disorder clinic would help me as well.
I feel like I should be inpatient SOMEWHERE just don't know where the best place would be. I've been to the mental hospital here and it's horrible I never want to go back there.
BlueDays
1
:thumbup:
I hope you were humming the Rocky theme in your head - to give you some inspiration, Kiwong?
Kiwong
Well-known member
:thumbup:
I hope you were humming the Rocky theme in your head - to give you some inspiration, Kiwong?
The song was playing while i was exercising
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
Sorry, maybe I didn't quite understand what you were talking about. I was thinking "sleep studies" as a literal study where people have you stay in the hospital an monitor your sleep, for science, both people with sleep disorders and without. For the state I live in there is a website with a list of different paid studies, from sleep studies to studies for people with about every different type of mental illness or chronic illness in the book.
Sorry you are going through a rough patch at the moment, I hope things turn for the better soon.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
:idontknow: Don’t know what to do with my life, I feel devoid of any sorta purpose. Don’t feel that I really matter to anyone in my family. Well, I matter when it’s convenient to care. :sad: Stuck, I guess would be the best way of putting it.
theslowesthand
Banned
This is where i'm at: F*CK THIS LIFE!!!
The boredom keeps reaching new heights.
I REALLY HATE my life, but that's nothing new.
I'd gladly swap lives with any of you.
The boredom keeps reaching new heights.
I REALLY HATE my life, but that's nothing new.
I'd gladly swap lives with any of you.
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PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Put yourself out of your comfort zone, travel. Even if its a day trip to the next town. You might find you enjoy it...
Go on slowest, I dare you!! ☺
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