How are you feeling?

Not good :sad:

Slight blood pressure headache, otherwise bobbing torpidly in the wake of a Taco Bell run.

self-doubtful

Last week I thought I was getting better, my mood was well up, but today its back down there again. Hello from down here

Well, apparently my brother swiped my mother's debit card, took a couple hundred dollars out of her account, and tried to pin it on me.

So, I'm feeling pretty shitty about that.

Opaline said: ↑

Not good :sad:

:sad:.....

Pissed I didn't get any sleep before a big day. Head hurts from a headache from the wildfire smoke in the air otherwise I am happy and excited.x

MollyBeGood said: ↑

Pissed I didn't get any sleep before a big day. Head hurts from a headache from the wildfire smoke in the air otherwise I am happy and excited.x

Lovin the positive attitude Molly! :thumbup:

At a coffee shop and set up big tables so possible social interaction is high. Barista I chatted making drink and she passes by and I revert to avoidance. Dang it. Then again, I tried to think what I'd say and had nothing, whatever. The coffee is good anyways. Mmmmm so it makes me feel good.

SO tired of having knots in my stomach. Tired of everything.

There are plenty of things I find interesting and worth living for, IF I wasn't so full of dread so often. But if your life is mostly fear (and the awful depression it causes), tell me how that's worth facing every day? To say you do? No.

Hopeless, a failure, disliked in this world. Can't sleep.

Opaline said: ↑

SO tired of having knots in my stomach. Tired of everything.

There are plenty of things I find interesting and worth living for, IF I wasn't so full of dread so often. But if your life is mostly fear (and the awful depression it causes), tell me how that's worth facing every day? To say you do? No.

I can definitely relate... Sorry, that's awfy depressing, innit? :sad:

It feels so good to have money again 🙂

Kiwong said: ↑

Hopeless, a failure, disliked in this world. Can't sleep.

Stop stealing my feelings! 😛 Sorry I relate, awake at night in bed esp lately been feeling that as I approach 30. But I also know the each morning is like a new life.

I just lately been choosing to slack in it. Idk, I made a lot of progress until this last year now fighting that urge to feel hopeless 24/7 again; I get out every day still to write but now I cant, writers block and unfocused. I distracted and mostly by my own negative thoughts or failed interactions/non-interactions with ppl. I think I need to not force writing, but idk

ALSO it is HOT as HECK in SF - I am heat averse lemur. All the fur! GAH :sad:

Annoyed with myself, got duped outta £60 the other day.
Sold an old printer on eBay, the buyer came to collect it an' only gave me £30.... The stingy .
An' ah didnae realise this fact til he buggered off in his car. :kickingmyself:

Kiwong said: ↑

Hopeless, a failure, disliked in this world. Can't sleep.

Yep, same here. :sad:

Deus_Ex_Lemur said: ↑

Stop stealing my feelings! 😛 Sorry I relate, awake at night in bed esp lately been feeling that as I approach 30. But I also know the each morning is like a new life.

I just lately been choosing to slack in it. Idk, I made a lot of progress until this last year now fighting that urge to feel hopeless 24/7 again; I get out every day still to write but now I cant, writers block and unfocused. I distracted and mostly by my own negative thoughts or failed interactions/non-interactions with ppl. I think I need to not force writing, but idk

ALSO it is HOT as HECK in SF - I am heat averse lemur. All the fur! GAH :sad:

You are right, each day is a new life, and sometimes a new day can be better day. Sometimes the dark stuff we live through can be good material for writing.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Annoyed with myself, got duped outta £60 the other day.
Sold an old printer on eBay, the buyer came to collect it an' only gave me £30.... The stingy .
An' ah didnae realise this fact til he buggered off in his car. :kickingmyself:



Yep, same here. :sad:

Bummer, you are feeling like that too.

I am angry right now but I dont have time to go for a run to get it out of my system.

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never underestimate the complete selfishness of people, the capacity of peoples self absorbency knows no limits whatsoever.


"£$%^$£"$%^&%$£"!£$%^&*^%$£"! £$%^&^%$£"$

Kiwong said: ↑

Bummer, you are feeling like that too.

Aye, but only when ah sit doon an' reflect on ma life or ah get reminded how crappy ma life is. Though if ah've got other things to occupy my time with, ah don't really dwell on those thoughts an' feels so much.

Well, that's me back tae the peace, tranquility and pure shiteyness of the Scottish Borders. :bigsmile: Had a great time at the Edinburgh Fringe, saw a fair few shows... Got recognised twice, which was kinda embarrssing for me. :omg: 🤭

Quite glad ah went for the whole month, I'm definitely going again next year. Though, ah don't know if ah should be a brazen in ma choice of t-shirt wear next time? :sarcastic: