Horrible. Horrible, horrible, horrible. Disgusted. Stupid. Sad. Can't concentrate to save my life. Don't know how to fix any of it. I'm not good at dealing with bad feelings and I don't know why but nothing is working and sleep is like my only escape. I feel like I have no control over how I'm feeling but that can't be true. How do you ****ing stop feeling bad??????
Junk food and driving really fast with music blasting helps but is not the best idea for prolonged periods of time... hah. Plus that won't write any of my one thousand essays due. Oh I mean four, sorry. Four.
Sounds like a good start would be to first buckle down, get everything done, and then drift yourself (tyres blazing) to the ice cream parlour on the other side of town for a well earned reward.