Fcking bad:-(
letgo
There are those grumpy, bitter old men who desperately hold onto thoughts they don't like that they could have let go of years ago, and I'm trying not to be one of them. The expression let go is starting to get carved into my brain it's been repeated in there so many times. I can't rationalize because I don't know what feeling I'm trying to rationalize, I just know it's irrational and need to let it go.
My brother is a lot more confident than I am, and he's still biologically linked to me. Good on you for visiting him.I am visiting one of my brothers in Sydney for his birthday. I am feeling wierd, like I am hypervigilant and noticing a lot of detail in people and my surrounds. I feel a little bit more 'alive' than usual. At dinner tonight, I actually found myself watching and listening to him and his friends and thinking how is it possible that he could be my biological sibling as he is an incredibly confident, outgoing, 'successful' and yet well grounded individual.
I see you, I'm sorry that's really not a good feeling.Invisible, I don't know why I come on to forums anymore.
I hope you're feeling better now.Depressed, anxious, tired but unable to sleep. So I read and gently nod off only to violently snap awake from a sudden muscle spasm or gasp. Mind is too clouded to fully comprehend what I am reading but is just focused enough to remain keenly aware of my currently maudlin disposition.
I've been feeling a bit sad for 24 hours now. Just feelings of unimportance, but I know it will dissipate shortly.
In better news, tomorrow's trip to Melbourne to see Fiona is organised. I'm hopefully taking her to dinner and a movie - general date stuff, but it should be good. I can't wait to see her.
I...what?Will Mr Percy get a run out ?
I've been feeling a bit sad for 24 hours now. Just feelings of unimportance, but I know it will dissipate shortly.
In better news, tomorrow's trip to Melbourne to see Fiona is organised. I'm hopefully taking her to dinner and a movie - general date stuff, but it should be good. I can't wait to see her.
Thanks, Srijita, and the same can be said for you. :thumbup: I will have a great day tomorrow, and on Saturday, as well.Oh that's not good, you're so not unimportant. I hope you feel better soon and have a great day tomorrow.