Random thought: wish there was an option to delete my posting history rather than going back and manually editing all of them. Anyone know if such an option exists?
I do too. I often want to go back and delete old posts because I find some of them embarrassing. But as far as I know you have to manually delete each one :/ At least it's not like on SAS, there you can't delete anything without a mod doing it for you 😮 Basically everything you post is permanent. No thanks!
still waiting to see what happens, hope the meds start kicking in. they havent already im on lexapro but it doesnt seem to be working. hope i get changed to a different one soon. loosing hope, and confused
Yes, absolutely! Don't forget that it was originally his choice to get addicted to drugs in the first place and you have your own issues to deal with. Don't suffer emotions for two.
That's what makes it hard. It wasn't, he was given it by his parents at a young age.
My family has become his 'sane' family, a place of safe refuge. But has caused us too much chaos.
I know it's still too much for me to deal with, and while I thought he was improving, really he was just hiding it. If he's a hopeless case I can't put anything into it.
Thanks for the support everybody. it's the right thing to do to just step out of this. Going to have to stand up for this today over again, with more strength than yesterday.
That's what makes it hard. It wasn't, he was given it by his parents at a young age.
My family has become his 'sane' family, a place of safe refuge. But has caused us too much chaos.
I know it's still too much for me to deal with, and while I thought he was improving, really he was just hiding it. If he's a hopeless case I can't put anything into it.
Thanks for the support everybody. it's the right thing to do to just step out of this. Going to have to stand up for this today over again, with more strength than yesterday.
Well, that's what I get for assuming. :kickingmyself:
Despite that, I think you're doing the right thing. He still has to want to help himself through his addiction and not always go to you as a crutch. Letting go will be hard for both of you, but if you think it's the right decision, do it. Don't let him bring you down.
Like crap, crap on a stick. Not that kind of crap. The other kind. You know, the kind that means you don't feel very chipper. That's not the same crap, right? Oh well I'm used to feeling this way. I literally don't know how to stop feeling bad about myself, I can't seem to get past the belief that I am a freak. It makes no sense and just... ughhhhdslkfjdsklfjdlskjfdlks
Unrelated but putting it here: how does this :sarcastic: smiley mean sarcastic? How is pointing and laughing supposed to convey sarcasm? Me no understand.
Unrelated but putting it here: how does this :sarcastic: smiley mean sarcastic? How is pointing and laughing supposed to convey sarcasm? Me no understand.
Right? Because you're pointing and laughing at your own sentence!
Sad...
Sometimes, when I read people's post on here, specially on suicide...I just get so sad and emotional about it. I wish I could help them but I don't know how. I wish everyone was just happy.
I reaaalllyyy don't like pulling all-nighters, but I ended up not going to sleep last night because I just wasn't tired and by the time I was actually sleepy the sun was coming up and I just said screw it. So today I had a four-hour nap and now I feel sick.
My poor body, I've been filling it with junk food and not giving it enough sleep, little exercise, too much computer time, not drinking much water :crying: At least if I took better care of myself I might feel a bit better overall.
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