How are you feeling?

[Phoenixx]

^No I havent thought about what I want to do. One step at a time,I wont even be starting for another year. But anyway no I cant take accounting, for the most part in Canada its only offered in community college. The university im going to whatever field you go into you can only take field related electives.

I dunno im sure my father will teach me about money and sh*t.

^ Ohhh I see. That's odd that they only teach it in community college. I would think it would be offered as an elective elsewhere, especially since I do find it to be a pretty important class when you're first starting out on your own.

 

[Srijita52]

I'm having one of those rare moments when I don't care about any of my worries like surving the society, future or roommate. I'm trying to enjoy it while it lasts.

 

[lilmutegirl]

I feel like I need to get some stuff done around my house. I'm slightly stressed about it, but not much. Overall lately, I've been what I'd consider happy. I'm much more comfortable in most situations (work, school, daily activities).

 

[superfluouslyme]

I'm a nervous ball of nervous nervousness. I have another job interview next Friday. A whole frakking week to wait for it. And I'm not sure that it's a job I want, but I can't be choosy anymore.

 

[JuiceB]

I'm feeling a little better at the moment. It's amazing what a couple of cans of 'happy juice' can do for you. I have been trying to quit and for the most part and I've cut down by well over half. But every now and then I get so down that I just need something to take the edge off. Pathetic I know but that's just currently how it is.

 

[shakethelight]

Right at this moment I am miserable. I took today off from work since its my birthday but maybe I shouldn't have. This is one of my worst days of the year every year. I feel like I haven't accomplished anything meaningful in the past year. I just have this hollow, hopeless feeling like nothing matters anymore.

Happy belated Birthday! Sorry that your bday wasn't a happy day. I hate birthday. It's just a reminded that nothing has changed. I'm sure you've made some positive steps & you're just being hard on yourself? Anyway, try not to let what you haven't accomplished get you down. And focus on what steps you can take to to get where you want to be.

I have that hollow, hopeless feeling too, but we must fight against it. Because we do matter & this too shall pass.

 

[Nathália]

Right at this moment I am miserable. I took today off from work since its my birthday but maybe I shouldn't have. This is one of my worst days of the year every year. I feel like I haven't accomplished anything meaningful in the past year. I just have this hollow, hopeless feeling like nothing matters anymore.

Umm...not sure how to answer that but I hope you're feeling okay.

P.S. Not to sound funny or anything, but were the cows chasing you or something?

I understand. I'm not sure if wishing you a happy birth day will make you happy.

I want to be that woman one day! Looking at pictures and videos online can be therapeutic. Maybe?

Yesterday was my Bday and just reminded me how stuck I actually am in life. I just want it to come and go fast, which is why I slept the day away and only woke up because my heart was irregular.

I know the feeling, it's like a never ending battle, but know that you are worth so much.

I'm having one of those rare moments when I don't care about any of my worries like surving the society, future or roommate. I'm trying to enjoy it while it lasts.

I'm interested in what you mean.
Is this a "I live once" philosophy?



QUOTE=lilmutegirl;641863]I feel like I need to get some stuff done around my house. I'm slightly stressed about it, but not much. Overall lately, I've been what I'd consider happy. I'm much more comfortable in most situations (work, school, daily activities).[/QUOTE]

Congratulations that you feel happy. I read your post and you seem to be a really strong person, it's admirable.

I'm a nervous ball of nervous nervousness. I have another job interview next Friday. A whole frakking week to wait for it. And I'm not sure that it's a job I want, but I can't be choosy anymore.

Sorry, that you're nervous. I hope the best.

Happy belated Birthday! Sorry that your bday wasn't a happy day. I hate birthday. It's just a reminded that nothing has changed. I'm sure you've made some positive steps & you're just being hard on yourself? Anyway, try not to let what you haven't accomplished get you down. And focus on what steps you can take to to get where you want to be.

I have that hollow, hopeless feeling too, but we must fight against it. Because we do matter & this too shall pass.

I agree with you.

 

[JuiceB]

^Thanks everyone. I'll try to be a better person regardless of where I am now in life.

 

[Hellhound]

A mix of relaxed, tired, braindead, distracted...

 

[dottie]

@coyote i'd be outraged

 

[coyote]

@coyote i'd be outraged

fortunately, i'm somewhat tolerant when it comes to Combos

 

[BlueDays]

I'm a nervous ball of nervous nervousness. I have another job interview next Friday. A whole frakking week to wait for it. And I'm not sure that it's a job I want, but I can't be choosy anymore.

oh, I know how nerve-wracking that can be :: The waiting period until a job interview makes me so nauseous :s
Goodluck with it Superfluouslyme


I am feeling disappointed in myself. I really need to get some sun, but I still can't force myself to go for a walk outside. I say to myself next weekend for sure, then I make some excuse not too. I have been doing this for months now :/

 

[Phoenixx]

Good. I finally got to hang out with my friend tonight before she left for college. We just hung out at her house, watched a movie, and talked. It was simple, but really nice. I haven't done anything like that in a while. My anxiety tonight was hardly there, the best that it's been in the last two weeks. *huge sigh of relief*

 

[Silatuyok]

Stung! I had to push through a forest of stinging nettles to avoid cows and now I'm stung all over! Ouch!

Reminds me of the time when I climbed up a steep creek bed only to find myself at the edge of a very dense field of stinging nettles, which I didn't realize until I was halfway through it. :: So I can feel your pain. Though if you put some lotion on it it should go away shortly!

 

[Silatuyok]

I feel a crazy mix of emotions right now. Mostly I'm just tired. I'm due at work in 7 hours so should probably hit the sack and hope my mind lets me rest.

 

[Invisibleman]

I was going so well until lately ive been back to feeling like sh*t and being extremely pissed off at everything.

 

[dottie]

grieving breakup. terribly depressed. we've been together for quite a while and i really thought we had a future together. lately, he's been pushing me away so i broke up with him. now he won't talk to me. guess he is rid of me like he wanted. i don't understand how someone turns off love. are all men sociopaths? how do they not feel sadness? how do they feel nothing? it's a knife in my heart.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

grieving breakup. terribly depressed. we've been together for quite a while and i really thought we had a future together. lately, he's been pushing me away so i broke up with him. now he won't talk to me. guess he is rid of me like he wanted. i don't understand how someone turns off love. are all men sociopaths? how do they not feel sadness? how do they feel nothing? it's a knife in my heart.

dottie, all men are not sociopaths. You're going through a tough time in your life right now. You need to do something to make you happy. All you can do is learn from this and look for a better man. Maybe he'll talk to you in time, maybe not. But you shouldn't wait up for him. Go be happy, dottie.

 

[dottie]

dottie, all men are not sociopaths. You're going through a tough time in your life right now. You need to do something to make you happy. All you can do is learn from this and look for a better man. Maybe he'll talk to you in time, maybe not. But you shouldn't wait up for him. Go be happy, dottie.

deadman, thank you for the motivation. you are right. i guess it's time to focus on hobbies and such. after working all day it's so easy to fall into that lazy state of feeling sorry for myself. ugh. i'll try to get busy, though.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

deadman, thank you for the motivation. you are right. i guess it's time to focus on hobbies and such. after working all day it's so easy to fall into that lazy state of feeling sorry for myself. ugh. i'll try to get busy, though.

I don't know if it'll help much, but, if you need to vent or talk or anything, you can PM me or something. I hope that you feel better, dottie.