How are you feeling?

[Valhalla]

mmm, chewy, salty goodness

Eat your heart out. Litterary this time.

 

[superfluouslyme]

I've been feeling very anxious today. I went for a walk. That seemed to help. I don't know know what the deal is, though. It's not like I have anything to do.

 

[MikeyC]

Gotta be honest today I trully feel like crap. I keep reaching new lows on how my loneliness is killing me. I can't remember the last time I cried, i was a small kid most likely, today though I feel like crying. I feel like my tough guy shell keep breaking and everytime I repair it, it keep getting weaker and weaker. How long can I keep pretending to be happy or to not care about things when I trully just feel miserable. I have been doing that for like 13 years.

I simply cannot stop being jealous of everyone else. They keep meeting people they relate to while I don't relate to anyone. I feel like deleting my facebook, all I see is people happy life, while all I post is pure nothingness ( i don't post anything since I got nothing to post). I want friends that I can relate to...

I'm sorry you feel this way. Loneliness is one of those feelings that can be devastating. I hope you can relate to someone.

 

[Silatuyok]

So very tired. But I made it through another weekend. Only 459 more to go..

 

[MikeyC]

^ Sorry to hear that Mikey. Is he getting any professional help at all? Any convincing him to get help if he isn't getting any? Also, I'd definitely do what hidwell suggests and call the LifeLine, see what else you could do. Hope your friend will be okay soon.

Sorry, I missed this. He is going to therapy but he's stopped taking meds. I think him calling a suicide line will help. Thanks.

 

[MikeyC]

So very tired. But I made it through another weekend. Only 459 more to go..

Sounds oddly specific. What happened over the weekend?

 

[Silatuyok]

Sounds oddly specific. What happened over the weekend?

Oh I just work all weekend, and it takes a lot out of me. And it's so specific because that's how many weeks I plan to have to work until my student loans are paid off and I can do something more interesting with my life.

 

[MikeyC]

Oh I just work all weekend, and it takes a lot out of me. And it's so specific because that's how many weeks I plan to have to work until my student loans are paid off and I can do something more interesting with my life.

Do you work every weekend? That kind of sucks. I hope you get to pay off your student loans quicker, because that's a lot of weeks. ::

 

[Silatuyok]

Do you work every weekend? That kind of sucks. I hope you get to pay off your student loans quicker, because that's a lot of weeks. ::

Yeah, I work every weekend, and they are the hardest days to work because there is more to do at my job on the weekends. But that's okay, because I get two days off during the week, and I get to spend those at home by myself, haha. It works out that way.

 

[MikeyC]

Yeah, I work every weekend, and they are the hardest days to work because there is more to do at my job on the weekends. But that's okay, because I get two days off during the week, and I get to spend those at home by myself, haha. It works out that way.

Ah, sounds like a good deal for you. As long as you enjoy it.

 

[dottie]

Eat your heart out. Litterary this time.

nono, no bites!

 

[EscapeArtist]

do not understand why feel so ****ty. used to know direction and be happy by little things everyday, now the only thing that makes me get out of bed is alcohol or kratom,what the ****? Honestly do not care about life, what happened? Hope this "stage" will pass and I'll feel back to normal. Didn't realize how ****ing happy I was just a few months ago!!

 

[Srijita52]

I miss someone who's never going to come back. So what's the point? Seriously I should forget about this person.

do not understand why feel so ****ty. used to know direction and be happy by little things everyday, now the only thing that makes me get out of bed is alcohol or kratom,what the ****? Honestly do not care about life, what happened? Hope this "stage" will pass and I'll feel back to normal. Didn't realize how ****ing happy I was just a few months ago!!

I'm sorry Escape, I hope it will pass too. Hang in there.

 

[EscapeArtist]

That's srijita... I hope it does too incase stupid actions make things serious ;/ I'm sorry to hear about your longing for this person in your past. They have left you with good memories and feelings, but I understand the hurt of loss... *ehug*

 

[Invisibleman]

*sigh* Canada day always makes me so sad, its a day to spend time with friends and socialize. Outside my window all I hear is a numerous amount of parties and commotion and heaps of fireworks. I feel lonely now *sigh*::

 

[Srijita52]

That's srijita... I hope it does too incase stupid actions make things serious ;/ I'm sorry to hear about your longing for this person in your past. They have left you with good memories and feelings, but I understand the hurt of loss... *ehug*

I know you're trying your best and its not easy. Stay strong, I'm sure you'll be happy again.
Thank you. Yeah, they have left me with very good memories but its time to move on.

 

[KiaKaha]

Unhappy. I cant get my life together.
I have injured myself, which means I cant work in the job that I have just got.
I am becomming more and more in debt.
I have no means to support myself properly. I am broke.

Life is too hard - just hurdle after hurdle... things getting workse and wrose as the years go by.

 

[hidwell]

Unhappy. I cant get my life together.
I have injured myself,

Sorry to hear that you have injured your self, can I ask what injury you have ?

 

[MikeyC]

Unhappy. I cant get my life together.
I have injured myself, which means I cant work in the job that I have just got.
I am becomming more and more in debt.
I have no means to support myself properly. I am broke.

Life is too hard - just hurdle after hurdle... things getting workse and wrose as the years go by.

Hang in there, mate. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to.

 

[Srijita52]

Unhappy. I cant get my life together.
I have injured myself, which means I cant work in the job that I have just got.
I am becomming more and more in debt.
I have no means to support myself properly. I am broke.

Life is too hard - just hurdle after hurdle... things getting workse and wrose as the years go by.

I'm sorry Kia, I'm always here for you too. Stay strong.