How are you feeling?

Silatuyok

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I have a little over an hour before the opening reception of the exhibit where my final project is going to be displayed. It's going to be 3 hours long (maybe longer), and I'm scared that I'm going to end up just standing around looking stupid.

Just get a big plate of food and a glass of wine and stand around and look cool..
 

this_portrait

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Just get a big plate of food and a glass of wine and stand around and look cool..

Haha, alcohol probably won't be served (can't really drink anyway), though there will be food there. I don't really eat at events, though, and anxiety has pretty much killed my appetite.

I think I'll just stare at other people's work if I end up not talking to anyone. Or bring a book just in case (though I feel that would be kinda rude).
 

Silatuyok

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I feel very bitter today. Depressed. I feel like I need to get out of my relationship before I destroy someone I love who deserves much better. I'm going back to bed now..
 

MrJones

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I feel very bitter today. Depressed. I feel like I need to get out of my relationship before I destroy someone I love who deserves much better. I'm going back to bed now..
::(: I'm sorry you feel that way, Marie *hugs*

Btw how do you think he deserves much better? Better than you? I think that if he's with you is because he loves you, even if you have your insecurities. We all have them, maybe he feels you deserve better too?

I know we all have insecurities, but don't let them ruin something as beautiful as what you have.

Hang in there Marie.
 

Silatuyok

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I know we all have insecurities, but don't let them ruin something as beautiful as what you have.

I can't help it. That is the nature of my disorder. My insecurities cause me to break my partner down until they remove themselves emotionally from the relationship. At which point I make my exit, and the cycle begins again with someone else. I'm trying very hard to break the cycle, but it's not working. ::(:
 

MrJones

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Wondering if anyone actually cares...
Maybe people care more than you think. PM me if you need to talk :)
I can't help it. That is the nature of my disorder. My insecurities cause me to break my partner down until they remove themselves emotionally from the relationship. At which point I make my exit, and the cycle begins again with someone else. I'm trying very hard to break the cycle, but it's not working. ::(:
That sounds like someone he would like to talk about. Believe me, things can change. You can be happy *hugs*
Best of luck, my friend.
 

AsTimeBurns

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Slightly annoyed. My mum is always coming out with things like "well if you had someone to love" or "if you had a girlfriend", etc... Doesn't seem to be able to accept it's just not going to happen.
 

Feathers

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very sleepy but still alive

((hugs)) coyote, Lea, Marie and anyone else who might need a hug!!!!

(um, unless that scares you, then probably not!!)
then just gives you lemon pie (non-existing, so no need to be alarmed -??/ hm)

(unless you might think lemon pie might be scary? hm - then I guess just... _insert favorite muffin recipe_ or something??)
 

Invisibleman

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For some reason I feel more afraid then usual to go to school tormorrow. I dont know why,im not aware of anything bad going to happen or anything:confused:
 
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