Today I'm feelin pretty good and optimistic about the future. I hope that will last. 🙂
Yesterday I've been in other town..2 hours from my town by train. I went there to meet some woman who also suffers from SA. She is older than me..43 years old. We talked for few hours..we excange experiences with SA. Almost every thing I said she felt the same way too. It was very comfortable talking with her. I think that's the begining of a beautiful friendship..we will see. 🙂
Very bad. I've been feeling terrible all day. My mom has been stretching my last nerve. She's been p*ssing me off all day long. Things are finally a bit better now, but I'm sure not for long.
Sorry I'm not PMing you lol, but just the thought of that scares me lol
lmao, np. ^^^^^ too much caffeine makes me anxious! anyhow i tink i found the cause to it :🙁: i just done a depression test on that about.com site and im experiecing some of the symtoms listed on the test. really bad fatigue, sleep disorders, lack or no interest in hobbies i once enjoyed etc
i dont feel sad or unhappy though, i would of thought that would of been the main factor in depression ??
lmao, np. ^^^^^ too much caffeine makes me anxious! anyhow i tink i found the cause to it :🙁: i just done a depression test on that about.com site and im experiecing some of the symtoms listed on the test. really bad fatigue, sleep disorders, lack or no interest in hobbies i once enjoyed etc
i dont feel sad or unhappy though, i would of though that would of been the main factor in depression ??
I'm feeling angry and frustrated with myself for not being normal.
I'm feeling depressed and afraid because i'll probably end up losing my boyfriend.
I'm feeling nervous about going drinking on Saturday.
Ahh
I begin a cycle of new medication tomorrow, I'm optimistic but kind of fed up of switching from tablet to tablet. Nevermind though, nothing ventured, nothing gained.
I don't know what I'll do tonight. I called a good friend to see if he wanted to do something over the weekend but he can't, I was going to suggest a group of us got together. I have a social invite Sunday afternoon/evening, but I really don't want to go (anxiety). Weirdly, fantasising about a better life without anxiety can actually make me feel okay now and again.