How are you feeling?
- Thread starter Remus
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... hopeful? 
Secretly, I do feel this way, but don't want to get my hopes up.
Secretly, I do feel this way, but don't want to get my hopes up.
evil feline space cadet
Banned
Nervous... want to be sure my housemates gone so i can vaccuum the stairs, pack, and leave for the gym!
shore_of_glass
Well-known member
i have a cold and I have 9 days to study for an exam. I've planned the study for the week, lets see if I can stick to a plan at least for once in my life.
A_Void_Ant
Well-known member
If I had access to a gun I would shoot myself in the temple. I just want to turn off my life.
evil feline space cadet
Banned
Hard to explain how I'm feeling right now.. I told one of my housemates that im moving out because the other ones doing my head in.
She wasnt surprised at all - completely understood me and said she hates that ive to leave. Then told me about some of the things she's been sayin about me!
She wasnt surprised at all - completely understood me and said she hates that ive to leave. Then told me about some of the things she's been sayin about me!
This thread always comes up top when I log in lol, I dont know if anyone really wants to hear about my days of S.P. and how I made it back but that is what I am a big lesson for people who think they can ignore the early signs of fear. I never wanted to fear. I hate fear. It makes me feel bad, well I feel everything around me because I/ we who are s.p. tend to be very concerned about how others feel about us, I am feeling very mad because I just watched Avatar at the movies and the line where she said to him "you are someone with a pure heart, no fear", well I have a pure heart too and I fight with fear daily,
I think I/we with s.p. are very strong how else could we survive in such a hostile world but then it is what we see that which we believe and we believe what we say to ourselves everyday, what do you tell yourself daily? dont be your worse enemy and when you set out to overcome your phobia remember that you are doing very well for your circumstances and dont expect too much, give yourself a break your working with what you were born with and id bet some of those people who seem to be of "no fear" would not make it a day in your shoes!
I think I/we with s.p. are very strong how else could we survive in such a hostile world but then it is what we see that which we believe and we believe what we say to ourselves everyday, what do you tell yourself daily? dont be your worse enemy and when you set out to overcome your phobia remember that you are doing very well for your circumstances and dont expect too much, give yourself a break your working with what you were born with and id bet some of those people who seem to be of "no fear" would not make it a day in your shoes!
^ Good post above.
I'm wondering why my meds aren't quite kicking in yet. Saying that, I'm only on the second day so I can't really expect much, and without getting ahead of myself I have the chance to go upto much higher doses. Just surprising, since the other ones hit me pretty damn hard.
I'm wondering why my meds aren't quite kicking in yet. Saying that, I'm only on the second day so I can't really expect much, and without getting ahead of myself I have the chance to go upto much higher doses. Just surprising, since the other ones hit me pretty damn hard.
Really tired. Got sleep on my mind.
