How are you feeling?

I was feeling great this morning. I got up at 6am (I didn't know those were still around) and went out to breakfast with my mom and met her new boyfriend. He's really nice and funny, which is a change from every man I've seen her with since my parents got divorced 20 years ago. Then I went and took pictures of all the pretty leaves. I went to Target for some unknown reason and saw a zippered sweatshirt that was on clearance. I texted my mom to ask if I should get it. She said yes, but I told her that I feel bad spending other people's money and could it be an early Christmas present. She left me a voicemail saying not to worry about it, just get it, and it's not a birthday present. I almost started crying right there in the store. I felt so lucky and so unworthy at the same time. Sometimes I catch my self thinking that I don't deserve the wonderful, crazy family that I have and it's times like these that remind me of that.
 

MikeyC

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I'm tentatively okay. Had a good day at work this morning so I could be good all day, but I'll see how that pans out....
 

anomicdeer

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i feel like such a bum. this place is a disaster, dirty and disorganized. i'm nearly out of food. this is my last day off and i have no energy or drive to do anything i'm supposed to do.

grargh. i'm in a funk. maybe walking to the grocery store would help me feel better. (i'll get some fresh air + some much needed foodstuffs.)

I think that would make you feel better.
 

Piece_By_Piece

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not good right now, I keep having swings of anxiety/depression and SA ,its been going on the last few weeks, I'll be OK for a few days, then boom! it whacks me, little things seem to set it off and I'm very sensitive, mind you I've had alot of crap the past few months, its no wonder.

*hugs for everyone else feeling bad*

*hugs back* Thanks. I needed that.

The feeling when you realize that you looked forward to the weekend because you pretty much couldn't stand going to school, and then realize that the weekends are not better at all. It sucks.
 

MikeyC

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*hugs back* Thanks. I needed that.

The feeling when you realize that you looked forward to the weekend because you pretty much couldn't stand going to school, and then realize that the weekends are not better at all. It sucks.
I get that. I look forward to weekends, especially Saturdays, as it's my one day of the week off work, and then I realise that it's just another day and it's not really any better than a weekday. I feel your pain, Piece.

I just had an overwhelming sense of numbness come over me. God, what a terrible feeling... ::(:
That's no good, portrait. What's wrong? ::(:
 
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