How are you feeling?

Got a soda in my right hand a cheeseburger in left and typing this with my mutant 3rd hand. Life is good.

PipsMcClawski said: ↑

Got a soda in my right hand a cheeseburger in left and typing this with my mutant 3rd hand. Life is good.

Mutant 3rd hands are awesome. I wish I had one.

Stupid....

don't feel anymore...not sure if its good or not but most of the time i just don't give a &^%&^ about anything anymore. perhaps its because i live in my daydream of a world all the time.

BlueDays said: ↑

Yep. You think you'd be safe from negative judgements in here among fellow SA'ers huh!?
....very frustrating.:🙁:

this is the 500 lb gorilla of the SPW forum

the people who assume the whole world is judging them are, themselves, very judgmental

i keep wondering why that is so....

are we so judgmental because we think the world is judging us, and so we act in kind?

or do we assume the rest of the world is so judgmental of us because that's how WE already are?

if it is the latter, perhaps the whole answer is to reframe our own thinking so that we, ourselves, are not so judgmental - thus causing us to quit assuming that everyone else is judging us in the first place

phocas said: ↑

overcaffeinated

Under caffeinated for me since two days ago. My millionth caffeine withdrawal. I've got to face people, can't do it with too much caffeine.

I woke up feeling awful. Then I cooked lunch and dinner for my family and I was feeling ok, but right now, after coming back from library, my mind is idle so again I got this depression that has been affecting me for them most of the week, precisely everytime mi mind gets idle. And I'm afraid I'm going to feel like this as long as I live with my parents, which condemnds me to don't have social life even I didn't had Social Phobia. And is gonna be like that from at least two years. I won't be nice. :🙁:

Not that anyone cares.

i was just an irrational, raging bitch to my bf. i feel guilty. i'll apologize later but i need space.

phocas said: ↑

Maybe its because our self-esteem can be so low that we judge others to place them below us on the worthiness ladder, lifting our own perceived position in the process?

that could be it, too

perhaps a combination of all three?

regardless, i maintain that learning to let go of our judgment of others is an important step toward letting go of our own (destructive) self-judgment

dottie said: ↑

i was just an irrational, raging bitch to my bf. i feel guilty. i'll apologize later but i need space.

i recommend make-up sex

Oh my god......

Left my phone in the bathroom at work. Someone, presumably a customer, stole it. I was bawling my eyes out. I was trying to tough it out and stay my full shift, but I couldn't, I was too upset.

One of my managers lent me money for a new one and I'll just pay her back a little each week. That was so sweet of her, I felt like crying all over again.

Feel pretty crappy (happy I can get another one but still crappy overall).

Much better after a nap and then food.
Still bunged up and tight chested but better.
OCD and SA are better today too. Probably
due to being ill and not having the stress of
having to leave the house for any reason.

I keep crying, I can't stop.

coyote said: ↑

i recommend make-up sex

so would he 😛

bsebring said: ↑

I keep crying, I can't stop.

Aww... I obviously don't know why you're crying and I don't really have any place to ask you what happened and probably make you feel worse in doing so, but I really do hope you feel better soon.

If it helps any:



🙂

Meh. I got a call from the manager at Barnes and Noble earlier this afternoon to inform me that I didn't get the job. *Sigh* Oh well... guess I'll be giving Fresh and Easy a shot next.

thats so cute. 😀 I love hugs lol
Sorry you didn't get the job, but you'll find somewhere better!
My dad was in the hospital and I was worried about him. He's okay now though. He's home now however he's kind of out of it. The health care professionals gave him meds because his blood pressure was so high which, in turn cause him to get a nose bleed that wouldn't stop. I'm just glad he's okay.

bsebring said: ↑

thats so cute. 😀 I love hugs lol
Sorry you didn't get the job, but you'll find somewhere better!
My dad was in the hospital and I was worried about him. He's okay now though. He's home now however he's kind of out of it. The health care professionals gave him meds because his blood pressure was so high which, in turn cause him to get a nose bleed that wouldn't stop. I'm just glad he's okay.

Glad it got through to you 😀
It's alright. It's probably for the better. The manager didn't come off as a very friendly person so my SA probably would have driven me to quit that job right away. I'm glad to hear that your father is doing okay now. I hope you're doing okay now as well 🙂

Im so freakin pissed right now. I just looked online and its saying I got a 56 on my chem lab last week and it says I still didn't finish it! I went on the site and tried to see whats wrong but it just says that my project is past its due date and ten points will be taken off for every day late. Which is BS because I finished it last week and I got all the answers right. Me and the professor are gonna have a sit down soon as he gets in Monday. Im not getting an F when I actually put honest work into this crap.

Tino said: ↑

Your beloved android?

That's McDonalds for you, if yours are anything like the ones here then they are full of scruffs.

Yes and yes. Haha.

I got a new one, same exact one, same exact case for it.