Games,Gardening,Eating,Sleeping,****ing off if my penis ever works again, drawing if I get some paper, watching movies and anime online, exercise, tv, feeling generally horny and being a frustrated at being a virgin for life. Reading stuff online manga,news you name it. Meditating in bed with my eyes closed. Feeling sorry for myself in bed. Lying in bed listening to the AC. Breathing air, walking around bored in the house, looking outside of the windows watching dog walkers begrudgingly pick up dog poo, trying to avoid the neighbors, swimming in the pool, eating berries from berry bushes. going to the bathroom, not picking up the phone on purpose, and scratching myself when I am itchy.