We know the universe to be at least 13 billion years old, and that's just how far we can actually see through current technologies.
Perhaps we're on the furthest edge out, and the universe is more like 100 billion years old.
If that's the case, and one singular conscience has been watching over the entire thing the whole time, just waiting for one specific race to come into being, then 'he' has been agonizing for over 99.99999 billion years.
After such a long time being absolutely alone, I would expect anyone to go crazy. Like, bat-sh*t crazy... and I don't need a friend/saviour/God that thinks he's a cosmic fruitcake.
Indeed, unless the One, Almighty God manifested right beside me, punched me in the nose and turned me into a nekomimi... I'm just going to keep playing it safe by being agnostic.