Diary/journal thing (can't think of a witty title)

emre43

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He's woken up now and apparently had a drink of water (the first thing he has properly drunk he has had since Sunday). They asked him if he wanted to sit on a chair but he said no because his back hurts.
 
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emre43 said:
My grandad spoke his first words since being taken in. He emotionally said "I want to go home" but hasn't said anything since. The doctors are pleased with his progress, although they expected him to be more "alive" by now. Hopefully he will be able to go home soon.
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That's so heavy. I hope he can go home soon and you can be there for him. I'm glad he can hear you. You know that Coma patients can hear everything from what I read? Maybe you should tell him old stories besides his bed, or play his favourite music very softly. Maybe it helps him to wake up.. ((HUGS))
 
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^We've been doing that. He loves golf so we've been keeping him up-to-date with what's going on in the golfing world. We've also been telling him things like we'll see you "when" you get out rather than "if" you get out. Just to keep his subconcious positive.
 
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He's able to speak again now. The doctors asked my grandad if his heart stops beating do he want them to turn the life support machine off and he burst into tears. Later he managed to say that he can't leave his wife. Can you imagine how scary it must be when even the doctors have pretty much told him that his heart could stop at any moment.
 
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I've been teaching myself Greek recently and I've just received a copy of the Greek White Pages that I ordered through the post. I am going to try to find my ex-counsellor in there.
 
MikeyC

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emre43 said:
Hehe, yes, it's her. Just whatever you do don't tell Jewel about this ;)
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Okay, I'll keep it hush-hush, but I can't promise she won't see this. :)

You are determined to find her again, aren't you? What are you going to do once you locate her?
 
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MikeyC said:
Okay, I'll keep it hush-hush, but I can't promise she won't see this. :)

You are determined to find her again, aren't you? What are you going to do once you locate her?
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I'm very determined; I might not be the most aggressive but I am a fighter and I don't give up on a whim. Especially when I feel that I'm not being treated equally or there's an injustice. Prior to meeting her I had a vision of what I wanted in a woman and she matched it down to a tee (in fact she was an improvement on my vision); there is no way I am giving up on her.

I kind of feel that I have been issued with a restraining order and yet I have done absolutely nothing wrong. There are mass murderers out there with more of a chance at a relationship with her than I have. When that is the case there is something very, very wrong with society. We haven’t left the Victorian era behind we still have so many ridiculous morals and stigmas in society.

I don’t ask for much from other people; in fact I can’t remember the last time I asked anybody for anything. I’m not even asking for much now, I just want to be given a fair chance with the woman of my dreams. Why am I not deserving of that? I haven’t had the best of starts to life and I feel that I am being punished even further by being prevented from getting a message to her. Just a chance is all I want. I just can't understand why I am not entitled to that.
 
MikeyC

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How are you prevented from getting a message to her? Is it because you don't know where she is or she has literally put a restraining order on you?
 
emre43

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MikeyC said:
How are you prevented from getting a message to her? Is it because you don't know where she is or she has literally put a restraining order on you?
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Haha, no, the centre that she used to work at won't give me any details to get hold of her with because it is apparently unethical of them to do so.
 
MikeyC

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emre43 said:
Haha, no, the centre that she used to work at won't give me any details to get hold of her with because it is apparently unethical of them to do so.
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Ah, okay. I can understand that, actually, as they're just covering their own butts. Maybe you'll find her with your Greek phone book instead.
 
emre43

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I went to a self-help group today and met 7 other people just like me. It was really helpful and I enjoyed it and I am looking forward to returning next week. I barely said a word but nobody picked me up on it like they usually do. I arrived for the second week of a 6-week course and missed the first week. Everybody already has one anothers phone numbers and I was too shy to ask for them.
 
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I am going to see my counsellor tomorrow. I wish I had the confidence to tell her some of the things that I have said on here. I really want to tell her that I feel that I am being discriminated against and I kind of want to raise my voice and get passionate about how I feel I am being treated regarding my ex-counsellor. I really hope that I am capable of doing that tomorrow.
 
MikeyC

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emre43 said:
I am going to see my counsellor tomorrow. I wish I had the confidence to tell her some of the things that I have said on here. I really want to tell her that I feel that I am being discriminated against and I kind of want to raise my voice and get passionate about how I feel I am being treated regarding my ex-counsellor. I really hope that I am capable of doing that tomorrow.
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She might tell you the same as others have said, but it doesn't hurt to ask as long as you stay cool and in control. :)
 
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