What a beautiful Journal. I really love the personality you've got. Never hurting anybody and i'm sorry that you have been through all that bullying, i can totally relate, even the childhood period of time that i didnt' want to stay at the caretaker and that i don't wanna beat people and also i am way too caring for the world sometimes. THe world is a difficulty for ppl like us, Just a question, but are you a HSP? Or very sensetive or maybe very like an empath? 🙂 I am. I am really touched by your story and I feel sorry for you losing the love of your life, can't you send her a card to Greece? To let her know how things are going? I bet she likes it.
It's nice that she was a volunteer, so she was a real counselor? That's wonderful. I mean she's not really employed there, so it's not like a psych role relationship so it's not that strictly against the rules.
I should let her know if I were you, it's one chance in your life you should take. If you won't, you may think about her and might forget her and regret it later.
You can take your chance, it takes balls to ask her out, so just send her a post card or something on facebook. I think if you send her just 1 msg it wouldn't come across as stalking. Just take all the time you've got on writing the E-MAIL. Write a nice script and maybe write another poem what you are feeling and going through. that you really miss her so much.
It looks like you still have an unhealthy obsession with your ex-therapist, judging from this and your old thread about her. It is common though to fall for a shrink (had the same myself), best follow advice given by your replacement therapist and let it go. 🙂
What a beautiful Journal. I really love the personality you've got. Never hurting anybody and i'm sorry that you have been through all that bullying, i can totally relate, even the childhood period of time that i didnt' want to stay at the caretaker and that i don't wanna beat people and also i am way too caring for the world sometimes. THe world is a difficulty for ppl like us, Just a question, but are you a HSP? Or very sensetive or maybe very like an empath? 🙂 I am. I am really touched by your story and I feel sorry for you losing the love of your life, can't you send her a card to Greece? To let her know how things are going? I bet she likes it.
It's nice that she was a volunteer, so she was a real counselor? That's wonderful. I mean she's not really employed there, so it's not like a psych role relationship so it's not that strictly against the rules.
I should let her know if I were you, it's one chance in your life you should take. If you won't, you may think about her and might forget her and regret it later.
You can take your chance, it takes balls to ask her out, so just send her a post card or something on facebook. I think if you send her just 1 msg it wouldn't come across as stalking. Just take all the time you've got on writing the E-MAIL. Write a nice script and maybe write another poem what you are feeling and going through. that you really miss her so much.
Good luck bro and RESPECT:cool:
Thank you very much.
I think that I am an HSP. I do get hurt by things that others don't seem to.
Yeah, she was a real counsellor as I found her registered as a qualified therapist on the BACP's website. I have asked the centre that she used to volunteer at whether they would be willing to pass on a message to her. I have tried to find her on Facebook as well but she doesn't seem to be on it. In fact if you google her name you only get one result. She si the only person that I have ever really felt something for. I don't want that feeling to go away and I will continue to search for her.
It looks like you still have an unhealthy obsession with your ex-therapist, judging from this and your old thread about her. It is common though to fall for a shrink (had the same myself), best follow advice given by your replacement therapist and let it go. 🙂
The logical side of me agrees with you. But I can't let her go until I receive a genuine answer from her.
My grandad is improving but isn't out of the woods yet. Apparently the average kidney needs to be at a blood creatinine level of 60-120. My grandad's creatinine level was 900 (just gone down to 300). They think that he will recover but say that he may develop pneumonia. Just a case of sitting and waiting for updates.
I'm sorry, Emre, for everything you have gone through and are going through. You seem like really nice person and you deserve to get some closure and I hope you get it. I'll be praying for your grandad to have a full recovery.
Reading the first part of your journal, it touched me so much. I have felt that way since a child also and always felt like it was just me. Life is so much different from this point of view.
I'm really sorry to hear about your grandfather, it's always hard to see someone in your family go through something painful. My thoughts are with you.
I find it really difficult to make small talk and have done for all of my life. This rarely happens but I initiated a conversation about football/soccer with my brother and his response was "Wow, I'm really concerned" and then both my mum and him started laughing at me (I don't understand why 😕). This has happeend throughout my life. Not only by my brother but my mum as well. It makes me feel worthless and gives me the impression that I am boring. I am not sure if I am too sensitive surrounding things like this.
Maybe he said he was concerned sarcastically or in a joking manner because you decided to initiate conversation for once. If that was the case, I can't see any malice behind it. Small talk is one of those things that you can either do or you can't. Not a great deal of middle ground there.
A week has passed since I sent my message to the centre that she used to work at. I suppose I'll just have to bring it up when I'm there next Wednesday.
My grandad spoke his first words since being taken in. He emotionally said "I want to go home" but hasn't said anything since. The doctors are pleased with his progress, although they expected him to be more "alive" by now. Hopefully he will be able to go home soon.
Strange...doctors are confused. His symptoms are improving: he is breathing normally, his blood and creatinine levels have returned to normal, but they can't wake him up. My mum shook him vigorously but he won't wake up. Doctors are really confused - they can't even pinpoint what it is that has caused his kidney failure. They can't find any sign of infection or any other mysterious goings on within the body...something really, really strange is going on...
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