Arohanui - Ake Ake KiaKaha's Journal

Oh, lordy.... Haha. Lose some weight!

Weather fail.

You actually look fairly thin in that picture, Mikey. No lies.

Aletheia said: ↑

Weather fail.

That was better than midnight Wellington. Brrrr! It was fairly obvious I wasn't accimatised. :😛:

MsBuzzkillington said: ↑

You actually look fairly thin in that picture, Mikey. No lies.

Thank you. :😮: I tend to see myself differently.

MsBuzzkillington said: ↑

You actually look fairly thin in that picture, Mikey. No lies.

I agree! You don't look too fat at all, in fact you're looking great 🙂

Srijita52 said: ↑

I agree! You don't look too fat at all, in fact you're looking great 🙂

Thank you, Srijita. 🙂

😀 I think you look great Mikey! Dont change a thing

Jewel said: ↑

😀 I think you look great Mikey! Dont change a thing

Thanks, Jewel. :😮:

One of only a few pics I took. This is a shot of Wellington near...some water. Forget what it's actually called. Haha.



Also breakfast with Kia the first morning I spent there. Delicious!

MikeyC said: ↑

One of only a few pics I took. This is a shot of Wellington near...some water. Forget what it's actually called. Haha.



Also breakfast with Kia the first morning I spent there. Delicious!

Wow the place looks beautiful 🙂 and the food seems great too! mmm..

Srijita52 said: ↑

Wow the place looks beautiful 🙂 and the food seems great too! mmm..

Wellington was definitely a beautiful city and a great part of the world.

Mikey, I think you look great! 🙂

Nice pictures you took. Wellington looks awesome, I want to visit! That breakfast looks pretty good too.

OMG I'm so hungry now XD

Dayum man - I still cant believe you got through all that... but I guess if you're hungry enuff...

Nice shot of the waterfront too - btw if anyone is wondering - the sun does shine here once in a while - but we are heading into winter now, so you know...

Here a song I like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIYHQArmSDs

KiaKaha said: ↑

Dayum man - I still cant believe you got through all that... but I guess if you're hungry enuff...

I didn't eat much for the rest of the day, though. 🙂

Who's the hot guy in the black T-shirt? 🙂

Whoa, Mikey!! Wish to see the rest of ya too!! (No pics with all of you? 🙂)

Great to hear you had a great time!! Winter! lol! We have the spring here (got kinda cold and grey too lately) so it's funny to think it's a 'Winter' over there - and short sleeves still?? 🙂

That food looks yummy too!!

Gossip and rumors tho, hmm...? We want detailed info!! 🙂

Feathers said: ↑

Who's the hot guy in the black T-shirt? 🙂

Whoa, Mikey!! Wish to see the rest of ya too!! (No pics with all of you? 🙂)

Thanks. :😮: Kia and Aletheia are much better looking, though.

Sorry, no pics with all of us. I wanted to but Aletheia was not keen on getting her photo taken and my camera died anyway. Unfortunate but I have very good memories.

Feathers said: ↑

Gossip and rumors tho, hmm...? We want detailed info!! 🙂

Haha, we didn't gossip hardly at all. Everything we said was positive, though.

I am having a troubling time. Some thoughts I am having...

People are not very friendly/caring
No one really cares about me or finds me interesting
I am jealous of people who make friends easily
No one feels the same way that I do about things
If a woman has the *slightest* degree of sex appeal - she can do better than me
Shyness is the epitome of lack of confidence - the one thing that turns people off me
I hate being skinny
I hate losing my hair
People are overly selfish, superficial, inconsiderate and phony
I feel unappreciated - and I feel selfish for wanting to be appreciated
I don't know if anything I believe is 'right'
My pessimism and cynicism are merely coping mechanisms - I dont know how to be any other way.
No one cares about me and that I am unimportant
People can do better than me - why would someone want to associate with me when they can get exactly the same thing from someone else....except better?
I don't particularly like the country that I live in
I am a hypocrite
I need to get off my moral high horse
I dont feel like I am a good person
I am getting fed up with my bleeding heart
I wish I didnt get wound up so easily
I dont think I am ever going to be someone that is respected or popular.
I think a lot of people are full of crap
I think people use me masquerading as friendship.
I suffer from tall poppy syndrome
I want everything to be reversed.
I am not attractive

The fact that I have expressed myself in this way makes me loathe myself even more.

*hugs* Kia. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be appreciated, everyone wants it to some extent. You're a really nice person and I don't know if it means anything but you're very important to me. I hope things get better with you 🙂

the miraculous thing about being a human being

is having the ability to change the way we see ourselves and the world

if we choose to do so