ImNotMyIllness
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Sounds just like a typical day for me: internet, TV, bed, repeat. No energy, no ambition. No answers, either, I'm afraid. :sad:
I'm running out of groceries and other stuff, and I can't shift myself to get up and go to the store. Just don't care enough. :idontknow:
I deal with this all the time. Sometimes I feel like I'm walking through a foot of wet mud with weights on my hands. If I'm lucky, I'll get a couple of hours a day when I truly feel awake so I try to take advantage of them when I can. Some days, however, are a total loss.
I completely understand. On my days off.. this is what I do. I read all day.... just lay in bed and read. Insomnia keeps me up all night.. and I toss and turn. Just thinking about how to get out of this state of mind. Im in a perpetual zombie mode. At work and school I live up to what's expected of me... but at home I just succumb to this heavy feeling I can't shake. Its times liked right now... when everyone is sleeping, and im stuck in my head that I really struggle with everything.
I don't know if this could be the same for you, but in my case, if I spend all day in front of the computer (or the tv if you have one), it's 100% sure that I will feel tired and lethargic and that I will have trouble to sleep at night. If I avoid the computer but I spend some days not going to the gym, no matter how healthy I eat and how much I avoid computer screens, I will feel tired and lethargic. It's a vicious circle. You need to move.
That's depression taking a hold. It saps our energy out in ways we can't even identify.
ImNotMyIllness, I would suggest just going for a light walk. You don't even need a destination in mind - just around the block or to a nice park. It'll get your blood moving a little and you will feel better. Keeping your mind busy helps, too, which is something you're not doing.
I don't know if this could be the same for you, but in my case, if I spend all day in front of the computer (or the tv if you have one), it's 100% sure that I will feel tired and lethargic and that I will have trouble to sleep at night. If I avoid the computer but I spend some days not going to the gym, no matter how healthy I eat and how much I avoid computer screens, I will feel tired and lethargic. It's a vicious circle. You need to move.